yesterday.

last night x smpt nk tulis blog coz i reached home around 11p.m!
wey,bpk tired gler lah.
smlm i did a lot of things &
my jadual was tight ok.
skewl yesterday was great coz smlm last day of trial's
& it was only bio3 & est2.
so ok la kn ;))
hbs skewl je,went bck home,
mndi,smbhyg & tdo!!!!!!!haha.
i was really2 lacked of sleep since da last 3 weeks ok,
yea lah.every day i brsengkang mata till late night
utk study coz im a last minute person so study awal2 doesnt help me!
agaga;D
thn,around 3.30pm mama blk dr ambk adi &
we went to subang parade!
main aim of going there-to search for my baju raya.
be4 ths i went to several places but didnt found any tht i like.
so kt subg parade,we shopped a bit at parkson thn
finally i found a gorgeous baju kurung tht really suits me.
thank GOD i finally found it &
da price was very reasonable.
haha.
ths year,we're all going red!
i've never bought red as it isnt my fav.colour but
sumhow the bju kurg in red with its manik2 sume tu looked hawt ok.
seriuosly,whn i first saw da baju,
i know im destined to wear tht on pagi raye!;))
thn blk rmh.
aftr brbuka went to ptpp for chem 2syn class.
aftr tht,mama picked me up &
we went to MYDIN,subang.
OMG,bpk rmi gler org ok.
da place was packed with manusia like freaking gler.
ktorg sje2 nk gi ctu nk tgk2 ade ape2 brg ke yg bley dibli.
weh,memg bnyk la.
thn bru blk rmh.
hoho.
pnt x trkate ok ;(
well,4 today i dh kumpul energy siap2 coz
ths whole weekends till monday me & mama plan
nk gi shopping.
ala,mcm last minute shpooing gtu.
lgpun,there's more things yg i xbli lg for raye la.
well,wht can i say.
shooping is my thing &
i will never ever ever get bored with it!;D

add math.

omg!
omg!
omg!
today was papr add math &
it was freaking hard ok.
seriously,i was ok with ppr 1 but
ppr 2 was sush lorr.
im so dead ok.
be4 ths i targeted to get an A1 on my add math
but aftr doing da ppr just know,
i just know tht im so not getting an A1.
wawawawawa ;((
i felt terribly sad & heart broken
because i work really2 hard on my add math ok.
i devoted half of my life to it!
seriously.
i studied add math likecrazy!;(
so harapan utk A,
tingal harapan je la...
tp im still hoping for miracles to happen.
hrp2 my marks in ppr 1 will help my ppr 2.
emm,
& thn bley plk td ade a group of people
yg dh dpt soaln bocor.
all these people tgh sibuk hfl jwpn td
be4 both da pprs begin.
wey,seriously 4 me.
ini sgt2 x adil ok!!!!!!!!!!
ble anis told me tht they were memorising
da answrs,
i was like "ha,WTH?WTF?".
it was so not fair.
huh,wht to do kn.
some people memg akn do things like
this just in order for them to get better results in trial.
x pe,x pe.
to me,all these peoples nyr results are so not
purely based on their hardwork/effort.
they cheated ok!
well,da main thing here is that esk is
my last day of trial's.
gler x sabar nk tunggu 10.45a.m.
esk coz last paper finish time 2 la.
hehe ;D
i cant wait 4 tomorrow coz hbs skewl je
mama kate nk kuar gi SHOPPING!
gler best la,i dh lme x kuar since trial began.
huhu,cant wait to go shopping.
i x bli lg bju raye coz x jmpe lg yg brkenn.
well,u know me.
i memg picky gler lg2 whn it comes
to clothings ni ;))

physics.

oh yeah,
lega & thankful gler2!
today was da day tht i worried like hell
because its physics ppr.
seriously,dlm bnyk2 ari today
was da one yg i tkt gler ****.
well,thank GOD it went well.
im so glad i managed to do da pprs well
& hopefully da results will be ok.
INSYAALLAH ;))
td blk dr skewl,
i felt lega gler & i was calm da whole day.
i didnt feel cuak or tkt sgt la 4 da pprs esk as i feel i can do it!!
lgpun dh dpt jgk few spots thng yg akn kuar 4 esk nyrr exm.
haha!;D
aftr today,
im not so so worried anymore as aftr ths tinggl
math,add math,bio & est nyrr ppr.
ala,im just worried bout da add math pprs
coz ckgu kate ppr 1 is a bit hard.
wawawawa..
so i need to revice & do lots of exersice on add mth.
huhu.
stkt ni,i feel tht da worst papr tht i had done is chemistry ppr!
freaking gler sush.
nvr mnd la,bnda dh lps kn.
btw,i x cye gler nxt week nk raye doh.
i felt like mcm bru je mle trial & tbe2 je dh nk raye.
hoho.
time flyes & memg i didnt realise it at all.
soon aftr raye nnti,
i'll be getting my trial pprs bck.
& tnggl 1 bln lg nk SPM.
wawawawa.
cpt gler nk exm dh ;(

goodbye.

the song's called GOODBYE.
i really2 lov it,
sumhow it means sumthing to me.
i just downloaded it into my hp recently &
u know wht?
it keeps running through my mind ;D
lova2 ;))
i lov to hear songs ble im stress or tension.
it really helps me.

well,today i took my chemistry trial paper.
OMG,freaking gler sush la.dh la i was sleepy & tired.
memg hbs la..
im dead seriously.
nk pch kpla mse jwb both papers ok.
wawawa ;(
i can already imagine how my marks will be.
smlm plk was ppr bio.
well,
its kinda ok if compared to da chem papr.
but it was quite hard especially ppr 2.
huh.
wht i can conclude is both
da pprs we're not easy.
yupp.sush!
right now,
im just so wooried bout all da pprs th i hve nxt week.
fizik!!!admath!!
GOD help me.

i swear it was an accident.

well,right now im feeling very2 sad!
miserable!
dying!
& filled with tons of guiltiness!
yupp,guilt.
i rse brslh sgt2 kt all my frenz coz i know because of me u guys had to suffer.
i would like to stress out here tht im terribly sory 4 wht has happen just now.
i didnt mean 4 it 2 happen.
lgpun spnjg ingtn i,
memg i swear i didnt locked da door from da inside.
i swear!kalo yea pun i did locked da door,
i didnt mean to do tht ok.its totally an accident coz i was rushing td.x pe la.
but if andai kate u guys still think i did it,
ok i accept it.
i know mybe nis pun mrh kt i kot.
coz sumhow wht i did had cause kiosk to everyone.
yess,everyone!
im so so sory!
billions of sory to everyone!!;((
i know tht there's nothing else i can do to
hlngkn rse mrh org lain except to ask for
forgiveness from everyone!
i will do it.
dont worry.
to puaskn ati sume i will admit tht in ths situation memg i yg slh,
no one else.
memg its totally 100% my fault.
so go ahead,
call me all da bad things u wnt,
nag to me,
shout 2 me,
hate me,
& just do whteva tht suits ur heart as long
as u feel happy bout it.
i reda,dh tkdir kn.
but sumhow.
whn things like ths happens,
u tend to see & realise who's ur real fren & who's not.
i kinda realise a few things now.
& now i know...
emm,x pe lah.
tp kn,i know lah tht memg
i deserve kne mrh ngn sume org but still
dont u think its just to harsh tht
u blme sum1 gler2 & mrh sgt2?
u dh tau org 2 slh so nk mrh,
mrh la tp jgn la lbey2.
ckp ni la itu lah.
fikir la org 2 pun manusia biase yg wt mistakes kn.
humans memg mcm 2 kn,
kalo psl kslhn org lain laju je nk serg.huh.
x pela,i mls nk elaborate more on ths thing
coz sumhow if i talk more bout it,
more bad things akn kuar dr mulut i
which is not good la kn dlm buln ramadhan ni.
btw,thnks sgt2 to fatihah & rimi 4 spending time &
helping me just know.
if x de korg td i think i cant handle ths thing.
seriously,thnks!
i lov u both so much.
plus,thnks 2 fatin jgk ekk coz spending time ngn i chatting kt ym.
lega sket smbg2 ngn ftn!;))

p/s-i really dont care if u're saying tht i tulis bnda2 ni sume kt my blog just to raih simpati la,poyo la or whtsoeva.
lntk la.
this is my blog so its up to me wht i write here.
to me,this is a way for me to express my emotions.
if x ske,x yah bce!

lega.

wht a relieve...

all da trial pprs yg i risau kn gler ths week is over!

yeah,

agama & sej finish!

done ;)

although i think i didnt do very well 4 my sej but INSYAALLAH

la da results wont be tht bad,

hopefully!!

yea la,kte kne ade confident kn...

so td lps blk skewl,

i rileks!!

yea la,slame ni if blk rmh je trus study like crazy ok.

& today i followed mama gi berbuka kt SIRIM.

ala,as usual la SIRIM wt majlis bbuka brsama2 sume 2.

last year pun i gi jgk.

yg i plg tesion,ktorg smpai pun dh la dh lmbt,

org sume dh duduk kt dlm dewn 2.

& OMG,sume org pki bju kurg ok.

WTH??

i wore jeans & my long-sleeve top.

rse sgt2 odd ok.

people were looking at me like x prnh tgk org,hisyhhh ;(

i didnt wore bj kurg coz last year pun i wore da same outfit &

like tht time rmi plk org lain pki jeans sume 2.

mne la nk sngka kn?!?!

ths things always happen 2 me,mlg tul ;((

well,apart from tht.

da food was great.

nasi briyani gam,daging & aym msk ape enth tp gler sdap!

hehe ;D

memg terubat la rindu i yg nk mkn nsi briyani jb.

tp nsi bryani jb yg tok bah & auntie wt lg sodapp laah ;))

thn we came bck around 8.55pm.

tpt2 nk mle dh my fav.show eva!

TARA 3!!!!!!!

yeah,i've been following every season,

x kira la yg asia nyrr version or yg lg 1 tu.

memg best gler.

i siap dh psg niat tht one day i'll be joining the amazing race asia.

INSYAALLAH,

i will ;))

episod mlm ni was da 1 for season 3.

OMG,i tell u.

i was blown away by da whole journey.

lots of drama's,suspens & humour.

1 thing 4 sure,

i'll always support both da MALAYSIAN teams.

go MALAYSIA!!

but team MALAYSIA yg i like da most is team henry & bernie.

they make a very good team.

yea la,kate sis & bro kn?!?!

18 years!

well,i didnt plan on writing anythng for ths whole week as im so busy with my trial's but hey today's a very meaningful day for my family espacially mama & papa.
today,9.9.2008 is my parents 18th wedding anaversary.
yupp,18 beautiful & crazy years.
i didnt believe it myself as 18 is quite a great number.right??
hpefully nnti my marriage in da future can last da same as mama & papa's.
haha,x de keje pkr psl kawin plk ;))
due to tht,today papa tooked mama brbuka puase kt luar.
but sadly i didnt follow because nk study lorr.
esk exm sej & agame ok.
so i was like,emm xpe la ma,pa,u guys go ahead.ra brbuka kt rmh sorg2 jew.
so today i brbuka alone.
menu-macaroni goreng & some kuih2!
boleh la.
asl ade mknn & plg pntg air!!
bck to da main story here,
ulngthn wedng mama papa.
just know mama told me tht papa bought her a bottle of my fav.brand of perfume tht is estee lauder.
da perfume smelled great.
sabor je la papa ni,dh bli utk mama 2 npe la die x bli kn 4 his lovable daughter yg sorg ni??
ape la,
guys..
they nvr learn.
hehe ;D
beside perfume papa also blikn mama a beatiful TIFFANY broach.
weh,gler lawa doh!
well,ape2 pun it seem s to me tht my parents were both very2 happy today.
tht's the most imprtnt thng.
happiness!
smoga my parents marriage will last 4 eva!
INSYAALLAH.
im so worried 4 tomorrow.
paper sej esei ok,
wa..waa..waa...
tuhan brilah ku ketengan smase mnjwb.

^_^

one more day.

its just 1 more day till my trial starts.
waioooooooo,gler x caye!;(
emm,stkt ni i think ok la my studies,
not tht truk as be4 ths cume as usual i didnt really do much on my PHYSICS!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhh,
idk la but i memg cant do ths subjct.
sumhow ble i hear fizks je,i'll feel one kind.
serious.
i dont like physics but still im trying to study it jgk la.
x kn x study,mati la!
for da othr subjcts ok la.hehe ;))
well,today early morning td lps sahur i studied till 8am.
thn mama & i went 2 SOGO as today's da SALE PREVIEW day for MAYBANK card holder & SOGO member's.
OMG,smpai kt ctu by 10.10am.
u know wht?sesk like ****!
memg i trkjut gler la & like dr jauh ley nmpk people lining up to get in to SOGO,
wht da hell?
x prnh2 lg nk msk shoppng cntre kne que.
thn,lps pusng bbrpe kali we parked at da parking place kt bngunan sblh SOGO.
huhu.
at tht momnt i dh x ksh,
10km jarak pun i rela jln aslkn i dpt msk SOGO!
thnk God mse nk msk we used entrance yg x rmi org.
msk2 je,walauweh.
bpk rmi gler la manusia!!
da whole 5-6 floor of SOGO pnuh & tht was only at 10.30am ok.
i cant imagine if dtg SOGO ni ptg2 ke,sure dh crowded gler.
tp memg da sale was unbelievable.
seriously,hmpr sume brg kt SOGO were on 70% sale.
& ade bnyk jgk yg 80%-90%!!!!!!!wey,btul.
x tpu!!
jd murh gler2.
so ape lg,inilah mse nk borong!!!!!!
hahahaha.
mama & i spnt dkt 2 hours kt ladies floor.
i tried bnyk gler bju.
weh,smpai tgn dh x lrt nk angkt.
seriously mse shopping ni i felt puas gler,sumhow release stress nk trial ;)
thn gi floor house living plk.
OMG!
comforter set,pngn mngkuk,tupwares,langsir bnyk gler 70-90%.
i siap bli 1 cmfrtr set yg sgt2 cntik & cheap.
RM500+ aftr dskaun jd RM97 je.
its like a must to buy ;D
one thing 4 sure,i really2 thnked my mummy 4 buying me everythng tht i want just now & during my whole life..
i cant imagine dh bpe bnyk la my parents nyrr money i spent.
huhu.
I LOV my MAMA!
ngeee ;))
came bck frm SOGO tgh ari.
rest kjp & thn gi 2syn add math.
nsb baik x rmi org so i ley study dgn aman!
hehe.
blk 2syn around 6pm.
lpk2 tgk tv jap till brbuka!
thn,gi trawih kt masjid munawarrah.
i jmpe hazwani,my old bestie!
i trkjut jgk mule2 but she was still da same old wani yg sgt2 prmh & baik.
i missed her so much.
wani!!!;)
smpai rmh,tgk2 adi dh blk dr PAVILLION.
well,kalo nk tau papa & adi wnt 2 pavilion 2 wtch premiere of CAMP ROCK!
papa meng tckts utk gi tgk premire 2.
i didnt wnt 2 go as i need 2 study.
bpk kecewa siot!
kalo x krane lusa i ade trial,i memg akn ikut papa but thn wht to do.
hidup prlu brkorban.
they came bck with disney's goodies.
OMG,bpk nice gler.
ade file,tmpt ltk CD,tatoo,notepad CAMP ROCK,frame,vouchers& mcm2 la.

da disney bag's are so cute.

ske gler ;))

some of da things inside da goodie bags.

i lov CAMP ROCK so much,

joe jonas is just so cute!

i adore him & the JB's so much ;D

majlis iftor.

olla everyone!

its been a while since my last entry.

gler busy doh.

hehe ;D

today's friday.x ske la ari ni.

bnyk 2syn kls.arghhh ;/

td dh sahur & i memg cant sleep aftr tht.

so i did some revisions & lthn sket.

well,smlm my skewl had ths Majlis iftor for PMR & SPM 08 whereby thre's ceramh,buka puase sme2,slt mahgrib,slt hjt,slt isyak & slt trawih.

i went to skewl by 6pm

& thank God i didnt hve to walk to skewl as it was raining non-stop yesterday.

& x ley bla colour bju kurg i lbey2 kurg wrna bju nis plk.

ni msti nis tiru i ni,hehe gurau jew.

ala,bnyk pun org lain pki wrna perang,

but 4 sure i dgn nis la plg GLAMOROUS(pot jgn jeles) ;)

da whole crmh tlh dismpaikn olh Ustad ghazali,adk ustad Asri dr kmplm rabbani 2.

he was good.

aftr brbuka sume,we slt together.

by 9.30 gtuu dh hbs & blk rmh.

seriously,

skewls should do more of ths majlis2 as its good 4 studnts & parents ;)

i like it a lot.

ok,ttfn.

nk siap2 gi skewl ;D






cameraholic!
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i just lov to snap my own pic! gila kn?!?!
agaga ;))

clueless

yupp.
im clueless right now.
seriously my brain is so saturated tht nothng can fit in anymore.
nothing!!
arghhhhhhhhh.
da whole studying every time thngy had made me like ths.
ni bru nk trial,lum lg da real SPM!!!!!!!
aioooo..
GOD help me ;(

well,bcoz dh tnsion sgt study,
i stoped & close all my books.
i on da cmptr & here i am.
writting bout it.haha ;D

aftr chcking my mail & everytng else,
i found these quotes whch i think are quite interesting.
& somhow it reflex some of my feelings & its related to my life.
hehe.
hve a look ;)


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well,actually there's a lot more of these quotes tht i lov & are meaningful 2 me.
but i cant put it all here.
bnyk sgt lorr,hehe!
i'll try to post it bit by bit,itupun if i hve time lg la ;))

btw,i dpt inspirasi of doing sume ni dr nana.
i read one of her blog's & one of it was filled with ths quotes thngy.
haha!
thnks nana.
if not,i pun x tau nk wt pe tgh2 mlm ni.
cant sleep!;(