'shakira'licious!

week 3.

2011-01-18T21:06:00.002+08:00

its week 3 since i started my second sem here in upm,

alhamdulillah so far im doing ok :)

I like the usage of "week" term cz every sem has like

14 weeks in total so we dont actually realize about the time,

u x kan rasa lama gila 1 sem tu sebaliknyr u'll feel shocked that

pejam celik je dah week final.haha ;D

ok,actually im in the middle of studying principles of economics

coz ada kuiz esk.tp i cant focus that much,SERIOUSLY

the best place for me to study is HOME!memg dr dulu lg it

has been that way so x kira apa pun i find it agak susah to study kt tmpt2 lain.

plus,im having this super duper crazy cravings for

7 sins of choc by DELECTABLE,crispy brinjal by SERAI & salted caramel by THAT LAST SLICE.nak period punya pasal laaaa ni!!!

i sooo need to get all these ASAP cz if not tekak ni makan bnda lain x rasa apa dah :(

& oh regarding my cuppycakes,alhamdulillah its going very2 well :)

compare to last year,this year i got more txts

& emails asking to order suma.There were times that

jadual per week terlalu busy sebab nk siapkn order,

deliver lagi but to me time2 tu la bru trfkr tht mcm

ni lah rse nyr balancing stdy life with work.

memg i x buat full time baking but trust me doing it part

time shja sudah cukup mencabar!to me i feel tht its

somthng good tht i should go tru so

that i can understand more things in life :)

& + all the good feedbcks sgt2 buat i terharu,thanks to all :)

I promise to do better lagi after this,hihi :D

new year.

2011-01-11T19:19:00.005+08:00

Hey everybody :)

I know i know that I promised to update more frequent

before this but idk why I seem to have been very2 busy &

lately i just dont really have the mood to type it all out,haha.silly me :p

So,first of all I would like to wish everyone HAPPY 2011

(so lame,cz its almost mid of jan 2011 already).

This year,I got lots to do & to accomplish,insyaallah

I 'll try to get everything done by the end of the year,amin :)

alhamdulillah the beginning of 2011 sgt2 bagus whereby

i got lots of cuppies orders + I joined the PRELOVE EVENT

sale at THE OLD BLOSSOM BOX STORE for the second time.

It was a bit hard juggling my new sem here in upm with all

those but alhamdulillah I managed to get everything done :D

& I have to admit one small silly thing here,lately I've been

receiving lots of positive feedbacks from people i dnt knw but

they know bout my cuppies,diorg semua sgt2 la comel!each &

every of u peeps who commented & add me up at fb,

thanks a lot u guys!mula2 rse pelik when u have followers & etc ni,

cz i sincerely feel that im a nobody & i dnt

really see the need/reason for peeps to follow me at

fb,twitter & blog,malu rsenyr!haha ;D

but i guess as time passes I'll be alright,when people adore/praises &

gives good response bck to me on my cuppies thing it

sumhow motivates me more & it gives me the drive force

to do better in the future,insyaallah :)

A lil update on new sem in upm-duw to implementation

of new academic system everything becomes SHIT!

i mean it,it took me 2 weeks to settle my registration

padahal i did everything since last sem lagi,sengal tahap mega!!!! :/

this sem im taking 3 courses on food which are all super interesting :D

Im also taking BAKTI SISWA for my kokurikulum berkredit,

this is gonna be super boring cz its an indoor/class

lessons + it starts 8am in the morning on a SATURDAY?gila kn.haha ;D

& also this sem i got only 1 roomate,this is super cool cz

the room becomes bigger when there's only the 2 of u,hihi ;D

so aside from all that i can say that im doing fine in upm &

hopefully will stay fine till end of the sem :)

soo,here are some of the PRELOVE EVENT pics that i took,

more can be viewed at my fb :)

kota kinabalu,sabah.

2010-12-14T12:59:00.009+08:00

It has been a hectic week for me last few days,

but sumhow im loving the feeling.haha ;D

My hectinest begins last thursday when my bestie,

fyka & I attended the 17 magazns oxy youth party in sunway giza.

ZOMG we had sooooooooooo much fun :)

made new great & fashionable friends there,

everyone was dressing up soooo nice &

i felt tht wht i was wearing were very2 simple & plain.

the whole event was very interesting,

we get to play make over with the RIP CURL TEAM,

got our future read by TARROT CARD READERS

(this is sooo freaking awesome & i love it soo much ),

made simple yummy desserts with FULLHOUSE TEAM &

finally get to pose using freakingly cool stuffs by OXY TEAM.

Thnks a lot 17 magzne,& good job on the event :D

so the next day aftr the 17 event,my family

& i flew to Kota kinabalu,sabah for a 3 days holiday.

Everything is just sooooooooooooooo amazing,the hotel,

the wonderful seafoods,shopping places,& many more.

I dont really want to type out every single thing*currently feeling bit lazy.

so let the pictures do the talking :)

Pasar tamu,a very famous pasar in KK which is held every sunday :)

my uncle's house,this is a opened-style jakuzi with breathtaking view :)

the living room,awesooooooooome ;D

me,after dinner at a yummy seafood restaurant :)

with mum,lil sis & my uncle.

1borneo shopping mall :)

the deco is sooo stunning & gorgeous :D

visited UMS,my uncle is a lecturer here :)

with mum & qina at the privte UMS beach :)

the swimming pool at the hotel.

smile2 :D

with lil sis :P

big2 lobster :)

the super awesome fish,sdaaaaaaaaaaap gila!

prawns & crabs,swear sdaaaaaaaaap sgt :D

at the hotel lobby.

buying sweets for lil sis :)

say cheeese,haha ;D

fun.

2010-12-07T19:11:00.002+08:00

Today is a public holiday & my mum decided to

go out to mid valley sje2 nk shopping :)

Had a great time shopping with mum,we had lunch at kgns as usual.

I had sizzling yee mee,yong tau fu,& m&m's choc blended.

everything was superb YUMMEH :D

from kgns,we went back home.Rested for a while then

took everybody to giant shah alam to buy their school stuffs.

Then,i decided to go to jusco bukit tinggi,

again for saje2 reason to shop more ;p

The PADINI was having lots of sale but i only bought

a belt on sale as the others didnt really look nice :/

before going back home,bought KENNY ROGERS's

homemade muffins,its totally yummy :D

Overall today i've been moving around all over the places

& had sooooooooo much fun with my family & bf :)

I wish everyday could be like this,i get to shop more,hihi :D

change.

2010-12-06T01:23:00.002+08:00

ok seriously I have to make time to blog about my life.

It has been insanely busy lately that I dont have any freaking time to post any thing.

Just 10 mins ago I read back all my posts since 2008 &

I felt very different compared to now.

Back then I was very2 "rajin" to update my

blog everyday but now I feel super lazy.

WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN to me??:/

seriously shakira this has to change!

from now onwards I'll try to make time to blog

about my life & whats happening,insyaallah :)

it has been a while.

2010-10-21T16:35:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo :)

omfg,i have'nt post anything here for a while.

been totally busy + nowdays more

with twitter,fb & my cupcake blog.

well,i dont even know where to start coz there's

too much to tell in just one entry.

Raya this year was simple & not as happening as years be4 :/

to prove it-i didnt even have

the chance to wear all of my baju raya.haha ;D

besides tht,my cupcke business is going well.

alhamdulillah & thnks a lot to all :)

I still feel tht im new to baking & need to

imprve a lot more which i plan to do in DEC 2010 during my sem break :)

then,bout my studies here in upm i

can say majorly everything is ok except for

ACCOUNTS.seriously i prefer bio,chemistry

& physics rather thn accounting.Its so freaking hard for me,idk y.

i think its just my brain couldnt accpt all thse accounting things :/

but im still trying my very best to at least pass the

subject coz i'll CRY & GO NUTS if my pointer

drops just because of the subject ACCOUNTS :(

Do pray for me :)

aside from tht,the latest news i heard today

which is a total bummer for all upm students,

our final paper on the 8th & 9thnov is

postponed to 22 & 23nov due to deepavali celebration.

seriously this is a sad thing to be true.

i mean,for god sake,every other U has finshed their finals

by tht date but for upm NO,we still hve papers.

till now im still hoping & praying tht the date will still mantain the same..

please2!

half way

2010-08-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

hey everyone :)

it has been half way there fasting in the holly month of Ramadhan.

gosh time fly so quick,i dont even feel the difference.haha :D

i have another week in upm be4 raya holiday.cepat lah cuti ,dh x sabar :))

everyday dlm kelas,all i think about is the holidays.hehe.

bout my raya outfits,currently i have four of baju kurungs & upcoming my latest raya collection from THE OLD BLOSSOM BOX STORE which is truely one of a kind.seriously,its a must to have if ur the type of person who seeks a difference in ur raya outfit :)

thnks Jezmine for designing such beauty collections for me to buy.

& just to inform everyone that im still taking orders for cupcakes,cakes & cookies for raya :)

just let me know via email or call/sms me.

ok la,ttfn.got things to do :)

fasting.

2010-08-19T05:40:00.002+08:00

omg2,it has been soooooooooo long since i last posted.

idk lah,lately i just feel super lazy to type it all

down here like i used to do way back then.

oh well,nvr mnd bout tht.

updates on me-currently doing ok in upm,

had few tests2 last week & overall it was alright

except for the food industry test which made me totally loco-coco

after answering it,damn it!reda je la :/

other subjects are ok & about my cocurikulum which i

took archery is doing very well.i so love the instructer &

learning all those new things on archery is simply the best thing ever.

& yes,all the muslims are fasting as it is

the holly month,ramadhan.alhamdulillah i fasted since

day 1 till now & everything is totally ok :)

im sooo excited as raya is coming up,

i got lots to shop for.ngee hehehe :D

my cupcake business is doing fine

& still slowly expanding its name.

thnks u guys for all the supports,

could'nt done it without u guys :))

2 weeks.

2010-07-18T19:57:00.002+08:00

gosh,it has been 2 crazy weeks for me being in upm.

a loooooooot of things happend.

but i'll nvr forget the orientation week,

its totally an amazing experince tht i'll cherish all my life :)

as for my 1 weeks of studies in upm,

it was a shock to me at the beginning but then i mnaged to handle it.

for this sem im taking 6 subjects

but majorly its the subject wajib UPM &

only few are related to my course.

i've been to my faculty-fakulti sains & teknologi makanan.

omfg,its so nice & im just so in love with all the food served there,haha ;D

we're all assign a PA(penasihat akademik) to help

us out with our studies & etc.i got the timbalan dekan as mine,

he's just so kind & he's like a father to me :)

& im taking archery for my kokurikulum,soooo excited on that :D

bout my place of stay,im in k16 & i have 3 roomates.

they're all nice & im closed with the one nxt to my bed.

her name is YUSRA,im sooo blessed to be friend with her because she's totally great :)

I also have one other good friend in upm,

i know her during the orientation week cz she's

in da same group as me.her name is fatin & this chick is totally awesome :D

for now i can say im ok in upm,

everything has been ok & im so thankful for it.

i hope tht everythng goes well for me & my friends there :)

UPM here i come.

2010-07-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

omg2,super duper sory that i didnt post any entry here for a while.

lately i've been busy with my cupcake blog & other stuffs.

so,sdar x sdar it HAS BEEN 3 months already &

tomorrow is my registration day in upm.

I got degree in food studies in upm,its my

1 choice actually so im excited bout it.

been packing stuffs for the past few days,

finally done everything & hopefully everything goes well tomorrow.

i dont really know what to expect cz its a new place but i'll give it a try :)

Im so gonna miss shahir a lot cz we've

been together for the past 2 months.

its hard to get use not having him around :(

but i dnt wanna tke it seriously so

im being + & i dont want to be sad.

we'll still txt & call each other so

i guess thts ok rather than nothing :D

ilyssssm raja muhammad shahir,tc :)

& pray that everything goes well for me in upm.

ttfn.

diving in mabul island,tawau.

2010-06-13T11:29:00.006+08:00

hey everyone :)

i knw it has been a while since i last post anythng.been bz,hehe :)

anyway,i just made a new blog specially for my

baking passion,its cuppycakes91.blogspot.com.feel free to have a look :)

recently i went to tawau for a 4 days 3 nights diving trip.

it was totally awesome,i cant even describe the feeling in words :))

my dad,lil bro & me took the OPEN WATER DIVER course &

alhamdulillah by the 4th day,we passed the whole tests & now

we're officially an OPEN WATER DIVER :))

for more pictures,check it out at my facebook(shakira sahil).

your way.

2010-05-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

idk wht to thnk lg dh so i reda & pasrah.

let God decide wht happens nxt.

all tht i can say is tht ilysm &

will always do no mtr wht.

this is just a lil bump in our road of our togetherness.

tht's life lah kan so im going through it with all i can.

ily raja muhammad shahir.

double trouble.

2010-05-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

haha,idk y but sumhow i just feel tht the title is hilarious.

dont u thnk so rimi & shahir??:))

ok well,tdy was a different day,

not my normal day mkn tdo lpk2.

early morning,went to vet with shahir.

sumpah best gler kot.ske ske ske :))

thn went to BAGUS to buy my bakery supplies,

oh yess ths week i've got lots to bake,yipeeeeee :D

as soon as i reached home,

trus masak pasta 4 my two beloved peeps.

thn ama also came to tke movies dr i,lme x jmpe die.hee :)

ok,aftr the "ama came thn balik"part,

i cant say a thing.its personal so hope u guys dnt mind.

but sumhow i would always want to remmbr ths

thng cz it effects me a lot!seriously,A LOT!

i was so touched by wht shahir said & etc2 lah.

no matter,yg pntg everythngs ok

& i love my bf & my bestie so much :)

tht's all for now,ttfn :D

port dickson kali ke-2.

2010-05-14T23:04:00.006+08:00

went toPD with my frenz,this time rmai yg join so sgt best!!!!!

walaupun i had several probs &

etc but its worth going through all those thngs for ur frenz :)

i love them so much,thnks u guys :D

it was actually my 1 annvrsry with shahir

on the 12th tu but x celebrte ape pun cz it was

quite a "unique" day for me,hehe.ape2 pun i still

love my syg,thnks shahir 4 everythng :))

mls nk cer bnyk2,here's few pics of PD.

lg bnyk kt fb i ok :)

he's back :)

2010-05-04T13:45:00.002+08:00

yipeeeeeeeeee,shahir is bck here for 2 months sem break :))

im so happy cz it has been a while since he last came bck.

imysssssssssssssm dear :(

im still on break ill july,currently kje part time kt kdai cupcake shje.

not doing anythng sgt lah :/

oh yess,next week im going to PD with my frenz.hehe.cant wait for it cz i've been planning it since march lg.hope everythng will go well :)

btw,im currently trying to come up with my own special recipe of home baked cakes.

yess,soon it'll be available for peeps to order.insyaallah :)

i want to make it different from othrs & yummy of course ;D

idk y but i just love to bake,it gives me ths

one kind of great feeling when i bake.i like it :))

hopefully all of plans for baking will turn out great cz i

am planning to make it my part time job,insyaallah.

ok,will update ltr bout the cakes.

ttfn :)

cookies.

2010-04-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

omg2,lme glr x updte blog :/
wasnt tht bz pun actually just
tht superb lazy oh nk tulis.haha :))
updates on me-currently working at cupcke shop
nearby my house.
took part time thre so they only call me
whn they need me thre(2-3kali per week).
ok la dr nothng rite?hehe :))
these few days,i wt cookies for sample2 kt frenz
& mums frenz.alhamdulillah respond ok :)
& oh my rabbits are doing fine & so happy ade diorg :D
the most recently thing tht happend to me-myvi kne lnggr kt kgns
but thnk god the guy yg lnggr baik akn
pay2 sume so nothng la but gelabah oh tgk kete kemik cmtu :/
insyaallah in 2-3 days ni ok la blk :)
my sweetheart is sitting for his finals rite now,
tinggal lg 1 week plus till he comes bck for cuti.
yipeeeeeeeeeee,cant wait oh :D

rabbits.

2010-04-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

hey everyone :)
i just came bck with my two
new family members,my rabbits!!!!!
yipee ;D
im so in love with them,sgt2 comel ok ~
both are 1 month old.
mine's the brown colour &
the white one is my lil sis nyr.
hihi,sgt happy cz finally i have
somthing to play with,to take care of while im around.
if not boring kot duk rmh,mati kutu!
hope they can last long,
i'll swear i'll take good care of them like i did
with my hamsters before :))
btw,when i brought it bck just now they pee on me.
haha,mle2 gelabah tp pas tu ok je cz x
bau ape,its like plain water tmpah kt seluar :)
names,x sure lg.nti fikir.hee :D

april

2010-04-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

gosh,its april already!glr cpt eh :(
i had a great weekend with my frenz & shahir,
thnks u guys!love korg :))
shahir came bck ths weeknd so since friday we
spnd a lot of time tgther,hee.sgt2 happy :D
watched clash of the titans yesterday,ok laa~
im happy i dpt hang out ngn my two besties,
lme dh kot x lpk!hihi :D
hmm,in two weeks time gtu my reslt
will be out,huh~x tau laa how,cuak oh :/
i jst hope its ok & menepati requiremnt U for
dgree intke,insyaallah.
currently,im looking for jobs around here cz mls
ah nk gi kje jauh2.sme je kot,x beza ape pun!
ape2 pun,i hope i'll get a job cz i dont wanna be spndg my
whole hols doing nothng.

work.

2010-03-31T20:09:00.002+08:00

omfg,lme gler dh x post anythng here.
superb bz & idk y i just felt so
lazy to type it all out.haha :)
let me update wht i've been doing lately.
well,my asasi is OVER & then last monday
i went to searhed for a part time job at subg prde & sunway pyrmd.
i applied tons of shops at pyrmd
cz pyrmd sgt2 la bsr so bnyk la tmpt ade vaccancies :)
then,AUSSINO offered me a job
for 6 days cz they're having a fair at the sunway hall.
in my head,i was thinking tht its
only 6 days & gji pun bley thn so ape lg,i said YES :D
so last tuesday till sunday i worked
at sunway pyrmd.at first sgt2
la pnt,x best xde kwn sume tu laa.
but then,as day passed i get to
knw the staffs thre & sumhow i kinda like it :))
it was totally fun & i had learn
a lot new things tht i x prnh tau.haha :D
then,i got a call from ths butik in subang
parade saying tht they want to tke me
in for 3 days trial & they'll pay for the 3 day trials.
so i pun agreed la cz fkr 3 hri je,lgpn if i stayed home
i'll not be doing anythng but sleeping & eat.
i so dont wanna gain weight time cuti2 ni.
so tdy was my last day wrking at subg prde.
it was great,the staffs there baik2 glr & everythng ok :)
so for knw,i'll hve to wait for the call frm
them to confirm whthr diorg nk hire i ke x.
idm pun,if x dpt i can find a job at sumwhere else :)
idk y,but suddenly i just feel like i wanna be
different from the old me.i wanna try out new
things such as working at many places,gain new experiences :)
org kate cm tbe2 angin nk KEJE tu dtg
so ape lg,KEJE la :)
so for tmrw till sunday im free.haha :)
i so wanna cover bck my sleep times.
bygkn la kje dh bpe ari ni duk bgn awl gle je.haha :))

CUPCAKES/COOKIES/CAKES

2010-03-18T15:57:00.005+08:00

im on break from studyg rite now so
IM TOTALLY FREE & AVAILABLE
for any cupcakes/cookies/cakes order.
if interested,do let me know ok :)
to view pics of my previous cupcakes
& cookies,chck out my fb-shakira sahil.
thnks :)

freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

2010-03-18T15:46:00.002+08:00

yipee :)
dh merdeka,haha!
gosh it feels great.
btw,my last paper was a total disaster,
swear its so damn hard,
im not the only one who says tht cz eventually
when i asked org2 lain sume pun mncarut
gler x ley blaa.so idk la,i did my best
& just hope tht i x fail chem sudh la.
i need quite good gred for chem cz
i wanna do nutrition/food studies :))
insyaallah ok kot.& yes,
my frenz told me our reslt kuar hujn buln ni or
awl april.x ley cpt lg ke ek?
huu,wt aku gilaa je la uitm ni.
cz 2nd week april dh mle 2 months
special course for dak2 yg nk
wt medic(OBVIOUSLY NOT ME).
cian kot,cuti diorg jap je,
stndrd ah tu nk jd doctr memg x bnyk cuti.hehe :)
as for me,i'll be on break
till june/july i x sure sgt but lme laaaa tu.
tdy i went for job hunting at
subang parade,taipan & ss15.
hmm,ok la jgk & we'll c how la if any of the shops call me.
i memg dh plan,cuti ni
i HAVE to work.seriously,i NEED money
cz i TERSGT2 SKE SHOPG so phm2 la,hee :))
lgpn,hols lme kot x kn duk
rmh gemukkan dri kot.so not doing tht :/
tmrw,my swtheart akn blk so we'll
be spnding the weeknd toghtr.we've planned a lots of
things to do for the weknd,alic in wonderland,
hot air ballon fiesta,volunteer at PAWS.hihi,sgt2 x sbr :D

one more.

2010-03-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

gosh i cant believe it tht
i hve 1 more paper to go & tht's it.
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM is mine
till june/july im not sure sgt.
haha,but still i got cuti gler pnjg weh :))
well,the past 2 papers which were maths-sush glr tuuuuuut & phy-ok2 la.
tdy i sat for my bio paper & overall ok laa,
ley jwb sume.memg among all subjcts
i love bio so it aint as hard as the other subjcts laaa :)
my chemistry paper is this
coming wednesday,sumpah cuak nk mati as
my chemistry for ths sem is sgt2 sush,
i dnt like organic chem & all the stuffs yg lain2 tu.grr :/
i just pray soaln x sush sgt,
let me be able to answer all of them.insyaallah :)
plan for cuti pnjg stkt ni-rehat2(smapi mati kutu nti),
go for baking/cakes classes,cari kje yg gaji bnyk,
shed few kg's(plg sush nk wt).
haha,for now i think tht's all :)
bye2!

finals.

2010-03-03T16:58:00.002+08:00

omg,lme glr rse x post anythng here.
sooooorrrrrrrrrry sgt!
i've been bz,nxt week nk finals
dh & ths whole week tgh cuti stdy week.
dh nme pun stdy week so
i've been stdying like gler la.grr :/
sgt2 cuak tkt gelabah &
im so not ready.
standard la kn feeling2 ni be4 nk exm pntg.
huuu~
final paper i sume ade gap so
ok jgk la,x la stret cm last sem.
i'll be finishing on 15 mac at 12 noon.
rite aftr tht,
i've planned a lot of stuffs to do.hehe :))
so for now,i just hope everyone could
pray for me so tht i'll do well in my finals,insyaallah :)
ttfn!

bla bla bla.

2010-02-15T13:28:00.002+08:00

currently feeling terribly sad,down,hurt & painful.
arghh,i hte thse kind of feeling.
go away laaaa :/
esk last day cuti,i hve tons of tutorials & assngmnt to be
done but yet i done ever feel like doing any of it.
sengal je!
so dnt wanna go to classes on wednsday,sgt bnyk class gnti!
hmm.
idk la,for now i jst feel like closing my eys
& not being in ths world of mine,
i wanna go to dreamland or hapyland or whtsoeva u call it.
huh :/

cuti cuti,yipee :)

2010-02-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

yipee,its chinese new years holiday :)
haha.glr syok kot dpt cuti,hee!
btw,i didnt post anythng lately cz superb bz lor!
biase la,dh nk hujg2 sem 2 ni kn.
so,im having holidays till next tuesday,not tht long but i'll tke it.
my sweetheart will be bck tmrw for 1 week.yes2,sgt2 happy!
imysm shahir :(
stkt ni,everythng's fine & life's ok :)
classes sume,stdy ok2 la.
oh & last tuesday cme bck home to bke
cuppies for dilla & kak.fai.glad tht they liked them.hehe :)
apart from tht,im super excited bout wht's coming up nxt week.
i hve a bio field trip & dinner asasi sains uitm.hee :)
cant wait for both of these.
walaupun im not a big fan of nature2 stuffs
but i kne its gona be interesting.
i get to be with my groupmate & we'll hve fun :))
dinner pun sgt2 x sbr,
i hpe i would look great for the dinner :D
thn aftr nxt week,1 week left in
uitm thn tht's it.bye2 classses,tutorials & bye FSG.
sdey jgk ble fr blk but xpe,
mne tau dgree nnti kt cni lg.haha :))

3 weeks.

2010-01-31T18:32:00.002+08:00

omg2,it feels like so long tht i hadnt written anythng here.
haha,sengal je :)
hmm,i just cme bck from the shh alm bus stop.i went & snd shahir there.
im sad but he'll come bck in 2 weeks time so x pe.im strong :)
he came bck here on friday & we did spnt time a lot.
smlm gi pyrmd seacrh for wht to wear for my asasi dinner.
grr!nk pth kaki cri2 x jmpe pun yg i ske.huh:/
but thn tdy went to subang parde & summit ade glr bnyk dress yg sgt lawaa :))
i tried on a lot of them but x decide exactly yg mne nk bli.hee ;D
x pe,i still got nxt weeknd.the dinner is in feb,week aftr rye cine.
but im so so excited bout the dinner,swear its gonna be awesome :)
tp lg dkt date dinner tu lg dekat la nk final.
arghh!cuak2 x trkate weh :(
i got 3 weeks left in uitm thn tht's it.dh revision week then exm.
enth la,aku berserah & reda ngn ape nk jd.
esk pg nk alik kolej,i'll be bck by thursday ptg.
tata :)

2010-01-23T11:57:00.002+08:00

gosh,it has been a while since last post.
gler bz kot,huhu~
well,nothing much to shre actually.
da whole week ni ill khms stay kt kolej,life sume ok laa :)
smlm,gi ambk adi kt stsn komuter subg,
astaga!nk pth kakiku duk jln sne sni smbil tngu die.
i end up tnggu die dkt 2 jam kot!grr :/
nsb la aku ni kaki jln,
so i pusing da whole subang parade thn da whole crefour.
finally i found the plce to do my mke up for dinner asasi nnti.hee :)
sgt2 excited bout the dinner.
bju x jmpe lg,still looking!
x pe,still got time meh!haha :D
oh & yesterday also la i went to the gim in kgns.
walauweh,niat nk duk lme dlm tu tp
sebbkn dri sndri pncit & x lrt jd kejap je la.haha :)
x pe,its a good start for me :D
esk i got sesi brgmbr for asasi,
1 whole day kne spnd kt uitm cz ade 2 sesi.sengal je :/
thn nxt week plk i hve 2 tests,math & phy!
aiooo,idk wht to say la phy tu.
u all sndri mklum laa eh btpe i SKE phy kn.
huuu,mati2~
ape2 pun i'll try my best & hpefully ok la :)

kje bnyk.

2010-01-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

omg,omg!
rse lme glr x updte anythng here.
bz2!haha :))
well,im home.smlm ptg alik.hee :D
oh yes,last weknd was freakingly
awesome as my swtheart made a surprise for me.
he came bck!!!
i didnt expct it at all.haha :)
syg u sgt shahir,thnks :))
so we spnt time tghtr on sturday
went out with my uitm frenz.
gi bukit raja tgk vampire assistant.
hmm,ok2 je la cter tu x de la best mne.huu ;/
thn we had lunch & went bck.mlm
tu i had dinner with shahir & my two besties,una & pot :)
i miss korg glr mati weh :))
thn ahd tu tmn shahir gi bli tkct bus & went out for lunch.
ptg tu die dh kne alik.
sdey tu memg la tp x pe.
glad tht he came bck just to see me :D
as for my life in uitm,i got 6 weeks left.
it is so insane!!!!!!
rse cm cpt glr kot.aioo,mati2 :(
dh la ari rabu lps ade test chem &
it was a total disaster.sush glr oh!!!!!!!!
idk la,huu :/
& for the weknd ni pun i got lots2
of kje oh.eiiii,x ske tul.grr!

too much.

2010-01-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

gosh!
sdr x sdr dh hbs 4 hari i stay kt kolej uitm.hehe,glad to be home :))
spnjg kt kolej,omfg!x ley chrge hp le,sgt2 pns idk y.huu :/
but ok la,i manage to survive!hee :D
kt fakulti plk,hmm.one word la-ramai!
superb rmi manusia oh.
dak2 dgree dh msuk then ade dak2 second intke lg.
walauweh,uitm yg i rse bsr tu sbnrnyr kecik
oh cz numbers of stdnt terlalu rmai!!!!!
ley migrain kot tiap2 hri brdpn ngn
too much pees.i hate it!sush nk mkn,
nk solat nk wt sume bnde laaaaaaa sush!arghhhh :/
smlm ptg i cme bck home,mama ambk!
tdy memg x de kls lgsg so ok la dpt rest & siapkn kje2 sket.
td went & took my new ic with una!
haha,lps ni memg nk show off ic laaa,pics dh x seburuk dlu nyr.haha :))
my pln for the weekend,
esk nk kuar ngn kwn2 uitm tgk vampire assistant,
mlm nk dinner ngn una & pot while on sunday x sure lg.
i got chem test on nxt wed mlm.
aiooo,mlm tu yg x ske,mls kot nk kne gi fakulti!
wawawawa :(
need to stdy chem & also phy cz end of jan ade test 2.huu :/
i missed shahir a lot oh!
he promised to come bck nxt week so i cant wait to see him :)
ilysm dear.
^_^

bck to kolej :(

2010-01-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

grrr,esk nk blk uitm dh~
huh.
x pe la,i fkr tinggal lg 2 buln
then its over.so in da mean time sbr je la.
brg sume dh kms,esk pg mama htr.
i dnt hve class on frday so ptg khms dh ley alik,yipee :)
im so so so not ready nk gi kls,tutorial sume esk,
rse cm still cuti & memg nk cuti lg!
wawawa,sengal je :/
& i hve a strong feeling its gonna be gler freaking pack kt uitm tu.
ths last 2 months x sgt,cz dak2 dip dgree cuti.
i just pray tht ape2 hal pun i dpt bli mknn!
sush glr kot nk bli mknn kt ctu,
die dh smpai stu thp dimane kte rse x
yah mkn laah!lg seng kot.huu~
tlg ahh,i x nk kbulur x de mknn :((
hopefully ok la.
^_^

2 weeks.

2010-01-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

gosh.
its raining rite now,cm phm2 je mood i rite now.
huuu :/
just now gi dinner kt SWENSENS subang parade ngn fmly,
it was ok!rmai org,biase ah mlm cuti kn.
as for tdy,its my last day to be with shahir.
awl pg td went out with him to OU.
we had fun,siyesly syg u complete me :))
he's bus btolak 11.30 td so rite now dh otw ke penang.
i hope he'll be fine staying outside of the campus.
shahir,do tc :)
he promised to come bck in 2 weeks time.
katenyr,sem 2 ni nk sllu alik tp idk laa.
haha :)
up to u la dear,i ske je if u sllu come bck :)
ilysm shahir!
oh btw,my kje bertimbun bnyk x siap!!!!!!!
arghhhh,mati aku ;/
chem & phy tutorial,lab report lg.
hish,memg x seng nk cuti kot.
by monday kne alik uitm stay sne ;((
dh x ley ulg alik cz dak2 dip dgree msuk uitm
alik dh so penuh laaa!
hve to endure it jgk la,huu!
x pe,till hujn bln 2 then dh laa.hehe :))

holmes.

2009-12-31T18:42:00.002+08:00

well,i just got bck.fuh!
agk pnt tp x pe.
td me & shahir went to c sherlock holmes & it was great :)
had lunch at WENDY's & thn went to pick up shahir's new specs.
syg sgt comel laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.hee :))
from thre went bck home & pick up my bro to go pick up our new specs plk!
hehe.
tdy is 31dec2009,esk dh msuk 2010.
huhu~
time moves quickly.i just pray & hope
for the best in everythng ths new year :))
hmm.shahir told me tht he's going bck tmrw nite :((
im so dreadfully sad.sgt2 sdey kot!
he's been here with me for 1 month lbey :(
im so gonna miss u dear,promise me u'll always come bck!
sdey tp hve to let go jgk so x pe.
i'll always pray the best for u there in penang :)
ilysm shahir!

lagoon nite park :)

2009-12-31T00:29:00.004+08:00

hey hey :)
just got bck from sunway!!
superb best kot :)
i love it so much.
me & shahir went to the nite park at sunway lagoon.
dpt voucher free so dpt la naik rides.hee :))
seriously,i sgt2 happy dpt spnd time ngn shahir kt cni.
it was great & we had fun :D

blk kg.

2009-12-26T13:31:00.003+08:00

hello everyone!
i tgh cuti sem rite now till 3 jan.
hmm,x best sgt cz kje gler bnyk then minus ths
weknd i hve few days je lg with shahir be4 he goes bck to penang :((
im so going to miss him laaaaaaaa :(
currently im at my grandma's in jb :))
blk for the wknd je,esk blk rmh alik dh~
last nite we had sumthing sort of a christmas dinner at my aunts place.
gler best kot,mknn memg terbaik!yum yum ;D
then just gather fmly rmai2 so best laa~
ala,kte kt malaysia ni untg.
dpt smbut sume perayaan :)
oh btw,mak long i order cuppies for her frenz wedding so i did 50 of them.
simple je & colourful!
^_^

hope u like it!

2009-12-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

hey hey :)
i just finished making cupcakes for my frenz mum & some extras :))
i really hope she'll like it,hehe :D
im still new with it so superb sorry la if x lawa sume.
oh btw,tdy had test phy.
hmm,mls nk cmmnt sgt,tp biase2 laa kn!
esk plk ade test math & x stdy lg ni.
aioooooo,pnt kot :/
tp insyaallah ley laa :)
tmrw is my last day be4 mid sem break which is till 4 jan je.
huu~
mybe aftr cuti ni i'll be staying kt kolej.
idk la,tgk la nnti how :))
ok la,gtg.
tired2!!!!!!

farhah's order :)

extra cuppies!

2009-12-20T19:17:00.003+08:00

gosh,it has been a while snce my last entry.
superb bz!!!!!!
classes,tutorial,test,cupcakes!gosh its a lot!
nxt week will be my last week be4 mid sem break.
ala mid sem pun x lme,1 week je.huu~
x pe,my asasi hbs cpt kot.hehe :)
tdy i went & watch AVATAR.
omg,the movie is da bom ok!
sgt2 best,swear x nyesal tgk & lov the stry line.
BEST SGT!
memg to me its a 5 star movie :))
well,everythngs fine.
my cupcake bisnes if doing very fine.alhamdulillah :))
bru je mle so ok laa~
i can still mnge my time.
just finish doing more samples to give away :))
hope everyone will like it.
hehe :D
A lil updte bout my relationshp,
he's been such a great bf slme die cuti ni.
helps me a lot,
really2 understnds me &
totally loves me.
ilysm shahir :)

100 of them.

2009-12-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

gosh,superb tired!!!!!
jst finished making 100 cupcakes,kwn mama order.
im glad tht ade jgk org nk try bli,hehe :))
im still new to thse cupckes but i guess i'll give it a try.
again,to anyone interested do let me knw.
i'll try to do the cuppies according to ur own design.hee :)
lgpn i ske glr wt,best!:D
life in uitm ok2 je la,mkin lame makin bnyk kje!
hehe,biase laa tu.hdp kt U kn.
tht's all for now,im tired & i wnt to rest!
nite2 & ttfn :))

100 cupcakes:DONE :)

cupcakes :)

2009-12-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

tdy i went to OU,ikano & the curve with my beloved sweetheart.
we had fun!seriously,YES dh wt i broke sgt2 :(
haha,wht to do kn dh memg ske shopg!!!!!!
& lately i've been bz doing cupcakes.
im so in to it!!!!!
finally i think i figure it out &
jadi jgk laa stlh few times of trials.hehe :)
me & my mum decide to give out the
cupcakes that we have made.
sje la bg org try!hee :D
for now,im still new to these but im trying my best.
so to anyone interested,do tell me & we'll c how.
my price are very reasonable & bley kate murah le.hee :D
ok,ttfn.
^_^

not so lucky.

2009-12-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

well,tdy was quite a dayy for me.
haha :)
nothng much la but still sumthng huge to me lorr :)
i went to class as usual ths morning &
surprisgly thre were guards at my usual parking spot.
swear i was shocked & blur kot!
then went to my kolej &
left the car there.from there i
planned to go by bus but sadly i x de rm1.
siot btul laaaaa,
time nk naik bus laa x de duit kecik.aiooo :/
so then i decided to walk.
omfg!mybe its nothng to u guys but to me its super sumthng.
bukn nyr ape.
the last time i remmbr i walked to class
was during the beginning of sem 1 & itupun
1 kali je laaaaa.i sweat like i had nvr sweat be4,felt sgt2 x selesa.
so td harung jgk la bukit tu,
fuh pnt siot!haha,nmpk sgt la aku ni x sht!!!!!!
smpai2 je i was totally sweating & x slesa glr!;(
but thn ok2 la,dh kne angin cool down sume.hee :)
thn,part plg best ever tdy.
i had my tutorial math &
phy at ths othr block so we kinda need
to go from our block to anthr &
guess wht,time kne gi
blok stu lg tu la HUJAN LEBAT NK MATI!
haioo,sengal je!
dh la x bwk payung,&
i was carrying my thick GIANCOLI(phy ref book).
swear x ske kot!
i shred payung ngn kwn but phm2 la
kn ble shre2 tu dri sndri bsh jgk.huuu~
so smpai kt kls bju blh blkg bsh kuyup,
sluar x yh ckp laa.haha :D
all my frenz pun cm tu jgk so x pe la.
penglmn skali skale.hee!
i just feel not so lucky tdy due to all
those things but still i x la rse truk glr ke ape.
just wanna shre with all wht happen to me tdy.
hee :)

menjahit.

2009-12-07T14:50:00.002+08:00

omg,omg.
yesterday was the best day ever!!!!!!!!
haha :)
me & shahir went to pyrmd to see ain & her bf there.
they went & watch new moon so me & shhr decided not to wtch movie.
so then we went to levis to donate my old jeans.
then there was these DIY activity for charity.
mle2 cm tkt nk join cz kne jahit2 sume but then we gave it a try & it was great!
swear sgt2 best!
we spnt time 2 hours lbey in levis doing a hp pouch,decorte a notebook & gth rmbut.
super awesome as it uses all unused items.
to me & shahir it ws among the best thng ever tht we did tghtr.haha :)
im so proud of him cz ni 1 time die mnjht & he did it well ;D
syg die,hee.
so aftr tht went to kfc & lpk ngn ain & her bf.
it was a great day & i'll nvr forget it.
thnks kak liyana for the great experience!:)

kak liyana,shahir & me with our handmade stuffs :)
this is wht i did :)

better.

2009-12-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

hey hey :)
im feeling much much better thn be4 ths.
alhamdulillah thnk God :D
mate dh x mrh,tekak dh x bngkak!
well,few days ni nothng much happen.
mcm biase la,ulg alik ke uitm.hee :)
oh,yes.
my cousins,greandma,aunt uncle dr johor sume
trun cni ths week.they came snce selasa aritu.
half stay rmh i,half lg sty rmh pngantin.
there's a wedg ths sbtu.its sort of my relative jgk tp not closely related la.
tp kira ade hubngn keluarga laa,haha :D
tp i knl fmly tu,sllu je jmpe.hee :)
so its kak.rihana's wedg(btw,x sure eja nme btul ke x).
but sgt x sbr nk gi esk,msti best jmpe sdre2
sume & shahir will be there too.
hee :)
btw,x lme lg shahir nk blk dh!!
wawawawa,cpt glr kot mse brlalu ;/
i knw,i knw x ley tamak dlm hidp ni tp hmmm.
idk la,i syg die sgt!!!!!!!
x pe la.im being positive,nnti he'll come bck jgk :)
ilysm shahir :D
sejak die blk cuti,we spnd time sme2 sllu sgt.
best kot,x boring lgsg :)
he's my everythng!
ok tht's all,update ltr.
ttfn :)

red.

2009-11-29T18:45:00.001+08:00

currently x sht,sakit mate for the first time.
x prnh kne skt mte,so both eyes ni merah :(
sgt skt,then demam & sakit tekak!
went to the doc smlm & accordg to him 3-4 days lg bru baik.
huu~

new moon.

2009-11-28T17:27:00.002+08:00

it has been a while since my last post.
been bz,hehe :)
for now i berulang alik ke uitm cz idk la.memg rse nk wt cmtu,hee :)
lgpun klas ade yg x de sume then its easier for me if bwk kete laa.
so last thursday went & watch new moon :)
its the movie i've been waiting to c snce twilight was out.
well,i love the movie jst a bit
sad bout mgkuk2 yg dlm hall tu.
they we're screaming & making all these
sounds yg sgt2 mnganngu org nk tgk movie.i hate it :(
tp x pe,try to ignored it & i think the movie was great :)
im a twilight follower till the end,hehe ;D
superb thnkful to shahir as he went
to pyrmd & bought the tckts 1 day
earlier as we tried to do phone booking tp dh full.
thnks sgt syg,ily :)
fyi,rite now i dnt feel really good.
mate merah cm skt mte je,tekak bngkak & i feel like demam laaaaaaaa :((
wish i cpt smbuh!

pd

2009-11-22T19:16:00.007+08:00

gosh,jst got bck from pd :)
sgt2 BEST!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously its the greatest trip ever laaaaaaa ;D
me & 7 of my frenz went there & stayed at CHORUS HOTEL.
overall we had fun & im happy i get to spnt time with shahir,hee :D
dont feel like typing much so lets just look at the pics :)

comel2 :)
haha,lawak je :)

gediks!

smile!

poyo je sume,haha :)

pot terdampar :D

at the beach :)

happy times ;D

senagl je!

pose maut sume,haha :))

shahir & me :)

dinner time :)

first week.

2009-11-19T17:53:00.002+08:00

well,its my first week of sem 2 & let me say everythngs fine :)
im happy tht i get to meet my frenz sume.
for ths week,only lcture dh mle tp itupn only ceertain subjects.hehe :))
so,im quit free ths whole week & like tmrw lgsg x de kls cz on friday i only have labs.
lab mle 3 weeks lg,hee ;D
so the whole week from monday i spnd my time with shahir,best sgt2!
he's always there for me,thnks sgt2 dear :)
& ystrday tgk 2012.sgt2 best & worth it.i like the movie :)
& ths wknd im going to pd with my frenz.
although x rmai yg dpt gi im still happy tht its still on & not cancelled.
insyaallah everythng will go well,pray for it ok :)

tomorrow.

2009-11-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

gosh,time moves quickly.
siyes,i felt like bru smlm je i mle cuti
& tgk2 esk nk kne gi uitm blk dh.
well,im sad but also excited to go
bck there nk bljr,jmpe kwn sume :)
but sgt2 sdey jgk cz all my dip
frenz bru je blk so like they'll be around till 27dec.
i so wnt to spnt my time with my frens & my beloved shahir :D
x pe,shahir dh jnji he'll come c me there if i want to :)
so,i dh dpt reslt exm aritu.
hmm?ok2 la for begging ni kn,
x de la 4 flat tp ok la to me &
my prnts pun said ok :)
insyaallahh i'll try my best for sem 2 ni!
so rite nw bz packing cm ape cz i
x snth brg2 uitm snce last time i bwk blk aritu.haha :)
x pe,esk plan pun nk gi dftr kolj je pg then
kuar2 shopg sket ngn mama & blk rmh dlu.
by mlm bru blk kolj blk.hee :)
wish me luck for my second semster ok :)
gosh cpt je dh sem 2 kn,
lps ni hbs asasi thn dgree plk.huu glr laa~
ok,gtg!
^_^

few more days.

2009-11-12T12:52:00.003+08:00

gosh,its a few more days till my sem 2 starts.
im so not ready la,
to go bck to kolej,naik rapid everyday,
jln to fakulti sume.aiooooooo :/
i so wnt to bring my car there,
its way much easier la!
but sadly i x de uitm stckr so x ly laa :(
hmm,my results blum tau lg but
just now my fren txt me &
said tht its supposed to come out tdy.
idk la cz dh tgk stdnt portal x de ape puN.huu~
ape2 pun,i reda je with my results.
insyaallah i'll try my very best for sem 2 ni :)
btw,smlm went out with ftha.
sgt2 best!
we had lunch & went to buy my bju kurg.hehe :)
thnks sgt ftha!!!!!!!!!
sory if dh sushkn u time cri bju kurg tuu.hee :D
shahir's coming bck ths sunday but sadly
x dpt jmpe die cz i dh blk kolej by then.
nvr mnd,he says he'll come to c me at uitm!
syg die :)
btw tdy monthly anvrsry ktorg.hee :D
ilysm dear :)

ice cream cake!

2009-11-10T15:13:00.002+08:00

well,early morning td me & una went to
chnge our old ic to new one's.
cz we're 18 now so ley la tukar!:)
kejap je proses die sume,by 9.30 dh siap sume.
i nk gi jln2 pun mls cz fkr kdai sure x bukk lg kn.haha :)
so then went bck.
be4 alik rmh,we went to 2 skwl agma to regstr my lil sis.
omg,the first skwl was full bu thnk
god the secnd still accpt stdnts :)
so thn snt una bck & i went home.
by noon i went out & fetch
fyka at her kolej,nsb baik la i tau kt ne.hee ;D
so then both of us gi subg
parade cz i nk bli my birthday cake.
i wnted an ice cream cake ths year,
idk y tp memg ngidm nk!!!!!!!!!!
dh smpai ctu,bley plk mmt bskin
tu kate cake yg i nk x siap deco lg la,
diorg kehbsn dry ice laa~
sbr je :/
so trpkse blk cz fyka pun ade kls lps tu.
btw sory sgt beb if i sushkn u ajk tmn!
so otw bck i singh baskin kt
taipan dgn harpn ade la cake yg i nk.
thnk god ade,yipee :)
thn went bck home & mkn ng qin :)
yummy!

happy 18th birthday :)

2009-11-08T21:17:00.003+08:00

gosh,tdy im 18!!!!!!!!! :)
cpt je kn mse brlalu.
well,tdy's m 18th birthday.
thnks a lot to all those who wishes me,syg korg ;D
& thnks sgt2 shahir for everythng,ilysm swtheart!
i plan to go out with mama for a while then come bck.
surprisingly my two besties came to
my house & bought me a birthday cake :)
thnks sgt2 korg,ingt korg x nk smbt pun besday i.hehe :)
so thn we ate the cake,talk a lil then they went bck.
i went to subg prde with mama.
bought few shoes, a new novel called the
last song(super awesome) &
went to baskin's to search 4 my birthday cake :)
i want to buy ice cream cake but sadly time
tu x de flavour i nk.so x pe,cri esk ke.
then i came bck home & went out bck with pot.
i took him to kgsn & we had lunch there :)
by 5 i arrived home & i rest.
dr ptg ke mlm i didnt do much as im tirred so i just stayed at home :)
im just glad tht i had fun & i was happy on my birthday.
alhamdulillah,dh 18 thn i hidp :)
smge tuhan berkati kita semua dlm ape sje yg kte lakukan :)

pot & una :)

my birthday cake,thnks u guys :)

so the day be4 was pot's birthday :)

so we went out & ate at pizza hut.

best sgt dpt mkn,smbg,gelak2 ngn my besties.

syg korg sgt2!;D

happy birthday arimi :)

poyo je pot,haha!

konon hensem laa :)

me & una :)

surprise

2009-11-03T13:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday me ftha went to una's place to surprise her.
i bought cup cakes & a gift for her :)
it was super great,im happy tht she liked it :D
so the three of us spnt the whole evening chating this & tht.i was so happy as i miss my girlfrenz so much ok :(
great to hve u guys bck :)
tmrw the three of us nk hang out kt pyrmd.
tgk mvie then jln2 laa :)
best2,x sbr la.haha/
ok,tht's all for now.
ttfn :)

graduation.

2009-11-02T13:50:00.005+08:00

my lil sister,syauqina had her
graduation consert at summit.
gosh it was so cute & touching :)
i mean,i didnt realize how fast
she grew & now she's leaving her tadika
to go to standard 1.the whole concert was superb great :)
i cried during my lil sis graduation as it really touches me.
the concert went well & my lil sis was so happy :)

bowling

2009-10-30T13:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday i had a great day :)
early morning i tmn mama gi sjmc jap
then from there we went to sunway pyrmd.
its jusco member day today so gler bnyk sale laa!! :)
it was fun & tirring as well,rmai gler org weh!
then bought sandwhcs at subway & went bck home.
ptg tu nad call & we went out :)
went to summit & we played bowling :D
GLER BEST OH,i miss spending time with my frens.
so we talked a lot & it was fun.i like it.
aftr tht went to secret recipe & both of us ordered.
gler best dpt smbg ngn nad,hee :))
went bck home & i felt tired.
i miss shahir laa~
but x pe,he'll be bck soon.
ily dear :)

i thought.

2009-10-27T19:03:00.002+08:00

gosh.
today.
idk wht to say.
my mind was quite blurr & empty tdy.
i knw shahir's going bck tdy.
im sad but at the same time i feel empty.
we spnd time tgthr dr pg till noon :)
this is the first itme ever tht he came bck & stayed agk lme.5 days!
i feel super complete having him beside me :)
thnks syg,im so happy being with u!
he's my only one in ths life.
i sumhow know it tht he's the one.insyaallah :))
well.
i offered to sent him to the bustop in sek.17 cz
i thought tht its gonna be intersting sndg him there.
but i didnt realize the aftermath of it.
we arrived at the bustop at 2.10pm & his bus was due 2.30pm.
i was quite nervous looking at the time as it moves forward.
we talk & spnt time in the car be4 he leaves.
thn by 2.35 he said tht its time to go.
i wnt with him until dpn tngga bus.
we sad goodbye & he went up the bus.
swear,the momnt i see tht i feel like my heart is ripped off :(
i ran to the car with tears & i cried cm gler till the way home.
idk la,im just nt strong to handle the
situation cz be4 ths i x prnh pun htr die.
huhu~
but x pe,im ok laa just tht a bit sad tu biasa laa kn.
it'll be almost 3 weeks till i get to see him again.
by then sem 2 i dh start tu yg i x ske sgt.
i blk uitm shahir blk dr uitm die.huhu~
but we'll figure out sumthng.
raja muhammad shahir,ur my only one & truely love u so much :)
gud luck exm syg.
i'll be waiting 4 u here.
^_^

ever after.

2009-10-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

gosh.
im so happy :)
since shahir came bck last friday,
my life is totally filled with him :)
we did lots of things toghter.
on friday we had breakfast toghter,
sturday went to mid valley spnd the
whole day with him,
sunday watchd movie with him,
tdy played bowling toghter :)
im so so happy tht i get to spnd lots of time with him.
being with him makes me feel complete!
swear i feel great.
i want to always feel this,so happy.
i wnt to live happily ever after like
all the disney movies i watched.hehe:)
i love u so much shahir :D
tmrw shahir's going bck to penang.
i knw,im so gonna miss him but i think i should'nt
be ungrateful coz the fact tht he
came bck & spnd 5 days with me is totally
super awesome & amazing :)
im just so grateful tht he came bck here in the first place :)
i hope he'll do his final exms ok & come bck here asap.hee ;D

another day.

2009-10-21T11:20:00.002+08:00

gosh,its just another boring day with nothng to do.
huh~
if ths is called holiday ,it really sucks!:(
im super bored ok,nothng to do.
& the hurtful part is tht money is
spend a lot & not coming in.aiiiiiiiiiia :(
im so broke.how do i get
money in & not out?????????
tht is the thing i dislike bout holiday,
u'll spnd money like crazy.
well,shahir's coming bck tmrw but
he'll arrive friday morning so i get to
spnt ths weknd till nxt monday with hi.yipee!!!!!!!!!
sgt2 happy ok :)
guess tht's it for now.
ttfn :)

diwali.

2009-10-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

well,tdy its deepavali.
i would like to wish happy diwali to all my indian frenz & everyone out there :)
gosh,tdy gi brye rmh kwn mama,ade reunion.
mkn sdp sume la.
blk ptg,sgt pnt.rest jap thn me &
pot decided to go to pave's house :)
sje la nk jmpe2 die kn.
we met & talked a lot.
omg,pave's diffrnt now.
she just had her hair straighten ysterday &
let me tell u it was awesome
& u look gorgeous pave ;D
rite now till 15 nov i am hvg my sem break so agk best cuti!!!!!!!
but ble dh x de bnde nk wt tu jd bored la.huhu~
missing shahir terribly as the last time
he came bck was during raya :(
i miss u dear,cpt laa blk cni.
lov u shahir :)

japan part 2

2009-10-13T14:38:00.005+08:00

ok,let me tell u wht i did on my
second & third day in japan.
early morning of the second day,
i walked from my hotel to my dad's
frenz house which is not tht far la,nearby je.
tp agk cuak la mle cz im walking
alone & i was worried if i get lost or sumthng.
alhamdulillah jmpe gak rmh die :)
my dad's fren nyr wife name die
kak asmah & their daughter's name is damia.so cute!
so then kak asmah took me shopping.
went to KS(superstore),
DAISO(brg murh2 kt sni) &
kdai bju ape tah nme die.hehe :)
i spnt da whole evening shopping
this & tht.gler puas kot.ahaha :D
mlm tu plk,had dinner at ths sushi restaurant.
fyi,not a huge fan of sushi but agk sdap
gak la the sushi tht i ate tht nite,yum2 :)
on the third day,the plan was to go
sight seeing around toyota city & go to ths baby/kids store :)
gosh,i walked quite far but didnt feel a thing
cz its cold there.x la pns cm kt sni.hehe :))
i saw many kinds of house,stores
& vending machine was everywhere.
gler la.if kt malaysia cm tu,idk la :)
it was nice to walk around there &
just relax my mind.no worries & no tensions.
took lots2 of pics tht day.hee :)
tht nite we went to ths shop which
sells 2nd hand stuffs/rejected from fctory.
wow i lov the shop sp much!brg murh weh
& quality sme je cm bru :)
thn had dinner at a pakistan restaurant :)
ate nasi briyani,haha :D
klaka je.gi jauh2 smpai japan tp mkn briyani.
so tht's briefly wht i did on my 2nd & 3rd day there.
here's some pics,enjoy!:D

at the pakistan place,yummy :)

at the italian restaurant,sdap weh!

it was super windy :)

i feel small :)

night time in toyota city :D

sushi tht i ate :)

in the sushi restaurant.

its everywhere,gler belambak :)

my hotel :)

pic of the place im staying

damia,so cute!:)

i saw it across the road,comel gler!!!!

me & my dad,kt lobby hotel :)

japan part 1.

2009-10-13T13:51:00.004+08:00

gosh,it has been 2 days since i came bck from japan.

huh,sgt la pnt ;/

well,got lots of things to tell & share :)

let me start from the very beggining.

im on singapore airlines(SIA).

the flight was supposed to take off but

sadly it didnt due to some braking probs.

so there i sat in my seat in the plane

waiting for the problem to be fixed.

then,they announced to people with connecting

flights in singapore have to go out to their

service counter.gosh,sgt menyusahkn ok!

i had to ran from one end to the other

end of the airport & let me tell u klia tu bsr ok!!!!!!!then they chck me in

MAS flight.so i end up going on MAS rather thn SIA.

as i arrived in singapore,

it was almost time for me to check in to

my connecting flight to nagoya.

i rushed towards the terminal

which is sgt2 la jauh.huh,tension btul ;/

then ble nk naik flight to plk,i chcked my

baggage & it was no where to be found.

it wasnt in tht flight.i dh cuak like gler

thinking tht where the hell is my bag.

but luckily jmpe gak bag i & then i went on the flight.

the whole 6 hours,i didnt sleep.

it was hard to sleep in the plane,x slesa weh.

so i watched movies & play some games :)

as i arrived in nagoya airport,it was raining

& the temprture was 19 degree celcius.

gosh i didnt expect tht ok!sjuk weh :(

went through all the kastam,

passport chck sume thn i took a bus to toyota city.

1 thing la yg sush kt japan.language!!!!

gosh i cant understand a single thing they say,

even they speak english ade slang2 japan lg so agk sush la.

thn took a cab to my dad's fren nyr rmh,

smpai rmh tu safely & i rest :)

ptg sket,went to chck in at my hotel &

then had dinner at SAIZERIYA,italian restaurant!hee :)

didnt expct to hve italian there,

ingt sne mkn sushi2 je.haha,silly me ;)

my hotel room was so cute.

here in japan,size tmpt tngal memg kecik2 comel2.

serious!toilet lg x ley bla,box shaped ok!haha :)

sbut psl toilet,1 yg i x kn lpe is

tht toilet diorg otomatik & kne tekan2 gtu.haha :)

bygkn la,first time i gne kt airport nyr.

plik la cz idk nk press mne,

sume dlm japenese lor.so bantai je tekan2.hah :)

i stay kt toyota city which is actually

cam country side of japan la.

its not bndar cam tokyo sume tu but still its gorgeous la :)

the view from my hotel window :)

in bus,otw gi toyota city :)

my room :D

1 day in japan.

2009-10-08T08:34:00.003+08:00

gosh,i still cant believe tht im in japan.
hee :)
well,where do i start?
too many things to share especially bout wht happen during in KLIA.
haha :)
i'll update ltr on tht cz rite now kt rmh kwn papa & nk gi jln2 :)
btw,i dont understand a single thing here
except for arigato tu sume.
its quite sush la to communicate as peeps
around me here pun ckp jepun ngn i.
wawawa :(
its sgt sjuk kt cni.
i didnt expect tht cz i goggle &
it just wrote the tem is biase2 je.
huhu~
siap tdy diramalkn ade ribut but im hoping not la.
till then,bye2 :)

speaking

2009-10-06T16:25:00.004+08:00

i had my MUET(speaking) td.haha :)
swear it was funny.
the topic was easy but we all x
prepare ape2 pun so hntam sje la.haha :)
turns out tht td almost all yg dtg
tu were dak2 asasi uitm jgk.hee :)
gosh,im leaving to japan ths evening.
seriously im kind of scared coz im going alone.huhu~
but im also happy dpt gi jln2.hee :)
i'll be bck by sunday so till then ok,
bye2 :)

its over.

2009-10-05T19:49:00.002+08:00

yipeeeeeeeee :)
exms over!
gler relieved ok.
haha :)
td i had my last paper which is physic.
hmm,nothng much to say coz u know me.hehe :)
bring bck home sume brg2 kt uitm cz cuti lme gak.hee :)
btw,im flying to japan tmrw.
gi holiday!
sgt2 excited.
^_^

happy birthday

2009-10-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

tdy,3rd october 2009 is
my beloved shahir's 18th birthday!!!
happy birthday my dear :)
smoga pnjg umur & murh rzki sllu ok ;D
hope tht u hve fun tdy kt sne.
lgpun its ur 1 time celebrating ur birthay kt uitm sne tu kn.hehe :)
raja muhammad shahir,
i'll always love u!

the one.

2009-10-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

well,tdy i had my math exm.
huhu~
nothng much to say except,sush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aioooooooo :(
i ingt math la yg ley score but
turns out it was super freaking difficult.
serious!;/
idk la,i cnt even think of wht my result will be.
reda je & hope pointer ok la.
so,now im left with one more paper
which is the hardest & the most scary paper to me!
its physics!
gosh,i hate physics.
dr dlu lg but till now kne gak stdy.huh~
i x aim ape sgt just tht mntk2 ley la jwb paper tu.
its on nxt monday so i hve
tmrw & the wknds to stdy physcs.
hope ley la :)
btw,i miss my swtheart so much!;(
its another long & boring 3 weeks to go
till he comes bck from penang
so hope i'll live till then.
hehe :)
lysm shahir ;)

next.

2009-09-29T22:24:00.001+08:00

ok..
tdy i had my first paper of my final exam in uitm.
gosh,idk wht to say.
mls pun nk ckp sgt.
to all asasi sains uitm shah alam,
i think u guys know wht i mean rite.
tp dak2 yg pndai2 x rse la kot.
huhu~
trying to move on for tmrw & so on.
i got bio tmrw & math on thursday.
wish me luck :)

scared!

2009-09-28T17:50:00.002+08:00

omg,
my finals starts tmrw!!!!!!!!
im so not ready & im starting to freak out laa~
aiaaaaa,im dead,im dead,im dead.
tht's the only thng tht is running in my mind rite now :(
i mean,its like ur taking spm tmrw.
ok la,not spm cz mine is lg gler sush dr spm.
but im gonna be taking a
huge exm tmrw which im not fully prepared.
ye la,last week i spnt da whole
week raye2 sume & on saturday bru i mle stdy sket.
i knw there's no one to blame except myself yg x reti nk manage time.huh~
nk wt cmne,bru lps raya weh!phm2 la sndri kn.
idk la,im hoping 4 the best rite now.tht's all.
i did stdy & till now im still trying to stdy lg but idk la.
dont know wht to expct esk.
hmm.
doakn yg terbaik 4 me ok ;)

best!

2009-09-25T22:06:00.004+08:00

ptg td had a lil makan2 raya at my house.
ajk kwn2 sket.hee :)
i miss my frenz so much!!!!!
thnks 4 coming sume ;D
swear it was great but 1 je yg
kurg is tht my bestie,arimi is not here.
well,i wish him all da best on his exm.chaiyok pot ;))
here are some pics,enjoy!

selamat hari raya.

2009-09-19T05:45:00.002+08:00

esk raya,haha :)
gler cpt oh.
i felt like smlm bru je mle puasa,tgk2 dh nk raya :D
ble rye dh dekat mkna nyr my finals pun nk dkt la.aiaaaaaaa :(
x stdy sgt lg,x de mood oh cz feel nk raya!hehe :0
yesterday i met shahir,
he came to my house right away aftr
he arrives here from penang.hee :)
syg die,i missed u so much my love :)
well,stkt ni preparation for raya i can
say sume dh setle tp rse nk shopg
lg oz skrg tgh gler bnyk sale.haha :))
biskut raya sume dh siap buat,
i made 5 types of biskut!
if nk rse buatan tgn i dtg la rmh beraya!;D
ths year,we will go bck to batu gjh first thn jb.
i would like to wish everyone,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA,MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN :)
segala slh & silp i mntk ampun maaf ok.
^_^

new cut.

2009-09-14T16:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday i had a hair cut,ye la nk raye dh kn.
a bit short but i like it :)
hee ;D

tired but lov it :)

2009-09-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

gosh,superb tired tdy.
only now(6.36pm)i get to hv some rest!
haha :)
yesterday was my last day of my sem 1 in uitm.hee :)
glad its over but from now i hve 2 weeks be4 my finals,uh ;/
well,tdy early morning mama &
i went to our usual boutique at bangi to
search for baju raya.
actually i bought mine already but knowing me,1 is nvr enough!hee :)
so thn from there went to ARIANI'S,
mama wnted to check out the tudungs there.
gosh gler rmai org kt ctu ok ;D
thn went to alamanda,putrajaya &
shopg lg kt parkson & mama bought a gorgeous bangle at habib's!;D
seriously,dh lme gak x shopg bnyk cm ni
so memg i feel super happy.alhamdulillah :)
came bck home around 3 pm &
thn started to do our second biskut raya,biskut semprit!hee :)
bru je siap sume td & sgt2 pnt oh.huhu~

among the thing tht i shop just now :)

mke pnt oh,hehe :)

9.9.09

2009-09-09T09:51:00.002+08:00

gosh the date tdy is so beatiful ;)
i bet u many people will get marry,
or engaged & mybe some great events will happen today.hehe :)
oh well,for me.
tdy i have physics test.
huh,mls nk ckp bnyk sgt psl ni.haha :)
i tau i dh stdy so i'll just do
whteva i know & the rest i'll leave it to GOD.
& tmrw its chem test then on friday math test.
i dh x ksh la,test pun test la.
dh immune to it kot,so x de la cuak sgt.
i tau nk hbs kn ths week cpt2 thn nk cuti.hee :D

bought.

2009-09-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

haha :)
my plan to shop for my baju raya was actually
ths weeknd.konon2 nyr x nk bli rite now lg nk tunggu lmbt sket.haha :)
but turns out tht i found it tdy.hee :D
tdy,went to stdy phy for few hours at uitm ngn senior,thnks gler kt abg tu :)
aftr tht mama & i decided to go to pyrmd.
there,we shop for my lil sis nyr dress,thn shopg2 la.
thn jmpe ths gorgeous chifon batik kebaya.
mle2 ingt x nk bli thn rse2 ok gak so bli je la.
but wknd ni still ley jln2 lg & mne tau jmpe lg.hehe :)
& gosh,mama surh i bwk kete td gi rmh sedara kt usj bpe enth.
huhu,cuak sket mle2 cz i x pndai kt roundabout
but thn td da whole ptg i
drve ambk hntr qin sume so cm ok2 la.
hehe :)
i need to get use to it cz mama wanted me
to drve the car to uitm,
so seng sket x yah sushkn mama lg.
oh btw i got 3 tests ths week.
wed-phy,thur-chem & fridy-math.
aiooooo,sbut test je dh pening ok.haha :)
been missing my syg,huh ;/
x pe,nxt week he'll be bck & i still dpt spnt time ngn die.
lysm dear :D

now i know.

2009-09-06T23:27:00.003+08:00

well i guess now i'll start to believe whn peeps say tht lov hurts.
haha :)
im not breaking up nor do im havg any probs with shahir.
not at all cz actually we're the opposite of all those.hee :)
wht i meant by lov hurts is tht whn ur in
a relationship u'll discover a whole lot of new things
(good thngs & bad thngs,but stkt ni more of good thngs i found)
i though i knew everythng but no,i was wrong.haha :)
i nvr know it hurts a lot when u miss ur loved one badly :(
yup,i think i get the feeling.it really creaps me out.
huh~
but i think im fine already.
well obviously we all know whts the cure of my pain
rite so no need for me to tell.hehe :)
as time pass by,i think my relationship is getting stronger :)
im glad & super thankful of it.
he's the only one tht i love so much.
well,aftr ths im only left with 1 week in uitm thn my sem 1 will be OVER.
haha,gler happy weh.
nk cuti,nk cuti!!
i wanna go shopping raya :)
& guess wht.
td myvi dh smpai.
hee :)
im still learning ok,dh lme x drve oh :)

2009-09-04T05:47:00.002+08:00

i missed shahir terribly ;(
i want to be with him,it has been a
while since he last came bck.
idk y,but superb missing him.
huh~
;/
lov u so much dear :)

pressure.

2009-08-30T13:53:00.002+08:00

well,tdy is 30th august already.
gler cpt mse brlalu.
in 2 weeks from now im going to
finish my first sem in my foundation.
memg sgt heppy nk hbs sem dh,
so aftr ths 1 more sem to go.hee ;)
gosh,i cant believe it tht 5 months had passed by just like tht.
ble dh hujg2 sem ni,
1 thing i hate the most is the pressure.
seriously,in ths 2 weeks i'll have lots & lots of tests & quizes.
sgt tension weh ;(
plus,im superb scared of my upcoming finals aftr raye.
weh,first time nk exm ni.cuak lol ;(
but i'll try my best la :)
ths weknd,rmai kwn i blk but sadly shahir x.
huh,x pe la.i fhm dear ;/
but deep down inside me,
i think everybody knows
how i wish shahir is here with me;)
x pe,die akn blk gak dkt2 nk raya nnti.
so i guess i'll see him by then la.
lov u so much ;)

new thing.

2009-08-26T04:40:00.002+08:00

well,tdy dh 5th day of fasting.
fasting at uitm is a whole new thing to me.
be 4 ths i had nvr ever fast anywhere else
except at home.hee :)
its kind of different & im still trying to cope with it :D
btw,lots of tests & quiz are coming soon :(
swear cuak oh,huhu~
x pe,yg pntg i got 2 weeks more
till my rev.week holiday+raya break :))
gler x sbr nk cuti weh.
haha :)
p/s-love u so much shahir :)

to soon.

2009-08-23T18:33:00.002+08:00

well,shahir came bck ths weknd &
we did spnt time tgthr.
its just to little time to me as yesterday
we only went to bazar ramadhan together
& as for tdy we went out to pyrmd.
tu pun blk cpt cz he had to go bck at 4pm.
huh~
dear,im not writing ths because im sad/dissapointed in u.
im just expressing my feelings.
just imagine,last time he came bck was
almost 3 weeks ago so
when he's here,
i really2 want to spnt my times with him.
nvr mnd bout tht,
im still happy tht i get to meet him :)
love u always;D
cpt je dh hri ahad,
esk kne blk uitm.
as usual all da classes & etc.huh~
cpt la hbs weh ;(
x pe,my finals is exactly aftr raya
thn i'll hve my sem break.hee :))

ramadhan.

2009-08-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

gosh,super tired.
as im nearing my finals which is exactly aftr hari raya,
gler bnyk kne stdy weh ;(
memg feel la pressure nyr.huh ;(
i got tons of works needed to be done,
bio phy chem & math.
super pening oh ;/
btw,tmrow akn mle puasa dh.
gler cpt masa brlalu.huh~
to all muslims,selamat berpuasa!;)
oh,ths wknd shahir is coming bck home so i'll get to met him :)
i miss him so much ;(
nvr mnd,wknd ley jmpe.hee :))
love u dear.
^_^

three.

2009-08-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

gosh,superb tired oh :/
tdy i had 2 expected quiz & 1 unexpexted quiz.
swear,i hate tdy ;(
memg friday i x ske sgt cz jadual i full dr pg till ptg,huhu~
otak ni nk pch dh kot,
kejap bio thn chem thn physc thn math plk.
arghhhhhhh ;((
yg quiz phy secara mengejut tu sgt2 la x ske.
im not prepared at all ok!eiiii,x ske ;(
tp i reda je,jwb pe yg bley.hee :)
quiz bio was ok tp quiz chem was so totally ruined.
punya la i stdy cm gler ths week on chem &
ley kuar soaln yg cm tu je.
seriously agk kecewa la ble u
stdy nk gler tp kuar cm tu.huh ;/
btw,nxt week nk puase dh.gler cpt oh mse :)
aft puase raye thn my final exams & MUET ;(
swear,cuak x trkate cz ths is way way much
difficult than everythng else tht i've been through.
kne prepare gler2 weh,x raye ok!;(
i also missed shahir & my frenz so much ;(
miss having them around cm dlu.
tp x pe,they'll be bck dkt2 nk raye nnti.
hehe :)
oh,tmrow nk blk jb & blk naik air asia.
ths will be my 1 time naik plane sndri.hee :)
bru rse cm adult sket.haha :D

no time.

2009-08-09T14:47:00.004+08:00

huh,it seems tht ths weknd,
my times were filled with many thngs.
smpaikn i nk stdy pun x smpt,
sket2 je bru stdy.
dh la nxt week ade 3 kuiz starting
tmrow ade kuiz math.
wawawawa:(
ye la,ystrday one whole day was full
thn mlm smpt stdy sket
be4 i trtdo which eventually i trus smbg till subuh.huh ;/
i so need to manage my time properly ;(
thn,tdy pun pg2 mama
dh kjut surh gi family day papa kt toyota shah alam ni.
weh,gler rmai org & i
sincerely x mnt sgt la ths kind of thngs.
sure itS fun ade bynk games,henna,fce painting
& foods sume but 1 thng la,pns oh & CROWDED LIKE APE JE ;( x ske la.
dh la aftr tht,went to ths wedding at dewan sirim.
had to change cloths sume kt office mama.rimas2 :(
oh,bout da wedding.
seriously lawa oh.
although im not a fan of green but
sumhow it looks nice td.
da pelamin & all the other decorations. ;)
btw,i met dr.anuar ibrahim there.
he was siting 1 table across mine.
ths is my first time meeting him.haha :)
da food was great,yum yum :D

from our table,da pelamin :)
nk jgk snap pic,hehe :)

qina eating!hee :)

cuppy cakes.

2009-08-09T13:46:00.003+08:00

gosh,smlm trlpe nk post entry cz i trtdo.hehe :)
gler pnt oh :(
early morning tmn mama gi sjmc &
from there we went to ths PADINI WAREHOUSE SALE.
omg,gler freaking rmai org weh!!!;(
too much peeps smpaikn nk plih cloths,
jeans sume x ley.
but fortunately i manage to grab 3 awesome heels
& let me tell u da price is superb cheap.
a pair of heels is RM9.crazy!!!!!!:)
then mama bought few cloths &
aftr 1 hour in there we wnt to subang parade.
had lunch at usual plce,nyonya's.hee :)
shopg2 sket thn went to
giant bndr putri to buy groceries.
ptg tu,lpk ngn una & pot at giant.
swear,i miss spnding time with my two
GREAT BESTIES,
miss u guys gler weh :))
thn,mlm plk i made cupcakes.
seriously,im so in to them,
its super cute & u can really make money out of it.
tp i x la reti sgt,basic2 je la :)

qina eating da cupcakes :)
she likes it a lot :)
my trial cupcakes,i think ok la :)

i bought ths cupcake kit to help me :)

over.

2009-08-02T22:16:00.003+08:00

gosh,it has been a lot since ysterday.
swear x smpt nk post entry smlm,hee ;)
oh well,ysterday early morning went to ths HASBRO warehouse sale.
omg2,gler rmai org ok!
& peeps there were crazy.
i mean it,CRAZY!
i was surprised to see their attitudes,
from being push left & right continuosly,
the heat of too many peeps around,
almost fell down few times cz evryone around pushes like gler,
peeps shouting loudly & their language,omg!:(
u named it.sume ade.huh~
but its worth it as in the end we manage
to buy lots2 of good stuffs for my lil sis & me,hehe :)
sadly there wasnt any barbie but
i'll settle with lil ponys & playdoh.hee;D
thn,came bck from tht sale,
siap2 & went to aunty ja's place in bkt antarabngsa as
she is havg a knduri doa slmt.
as soon as i reached home from aunty ja's,
went to play basketball with hilmi,
yana,shahir,moda & syafiq.
swear,gler best ok!
walaupun klh,but i had an enjoyable time with my frenz :)
thn aftr mahgrib me & my syg
went to pyrmd to watch movie.
sje2 la kn be4 die nk alik penang.
sadly,we didnt get to watch the proposal or
the ghost of past gf thngy(sry x ingt tjuk sgt).
so we end up watching land of the lost
which is ok2 la.
idm,as long as im with shahir im fine with it :)
as for tdy,early2 morning shahir
came & picked me up.
we spnt time tghtr jap be4 he leaves.
agk sdey but nvr mnd,
i know he'll be bck lg.i
m gonna miss u syg,ilysm :)
& da most shocking part of tdy is my beloved una is here.
seriously beb,u wt i trkjut oh :)
so thn we spnt time talking in my room &
thn una blnje i mkn.tq syg,lov u.hee :)
she's bck for 3 weeks,
gler lme weh cuti.
swear i jelez ok.haha ;D
btw,holidays over & esk im going bck to uitm.huh~
wished tht the holiday was longer,hehe :)
so,tht's it for now.
tata :)

among da things i bought from tht hasbro sale.

my lil sis should be thankful to me for all these,hehe :)

lil cousin.

2009-07-31T22:11:00.005+08:00

gosh,td went bck to btu gjh.
blk hri je :)
so,i met my lil cute,chubby & adorable cousin,syazwan.
ur such a cuttie,eiiiii geram i tgk pipi die.hehe:)
here's few pic i snap with him.
enjoy!
^_^

bhgian luar rmh tok :)
halaman rmh tok ;)

he moves a lot,hehe :D

die berat oh.haha :)

comel2.hee!

cute!;)

closer.

2009-07-31T11:24:00.003+08:00

gosh,tdy dh friday.
kejap je kot rse cuti nk hbs dh,
dh la tutorial x siap lg.hampeh tul ;/
& i didnt stdy much pun,seriously!huhu~
btw,jap gi nk blk kg jap,teman mama.
blk ari je.hehe :)
early morning had breakfst with shahir
thn went to fiq's sje2.
cian u fiq,bru bgn tdo.hee :D
aftr tht lpk kt tmn jap,best2!
dpt spnt time ngn syg,ilysm :))
huh,spnjg ths week i had spnt lots of time ngn shahir
& i feel more closer to him.syg die ;)
like others,i pun trime je baik burk org trsyg dlm hdp i
i sincerely lov u da way u are dear;)

terribly sory.

2009-07-30T12:45:00.002+08:00

syg,im so so sorry.
i promise,it wont happen again.
never ;(
memg it was totally my fault,100% mine.
dear,
i really2 love u
& u mean the world to me,
ur everythng to me.
again,
im sorry dear.
ilysm shahir!;)

you are my rising sun.

2009-07-29T00:17:00.005+08:00

tdy,i woke up as usual.staying at home sgt2 bored ;/
so thn i went & have lunch with shahir at mcd nearby.
i so lov it cz dpt spnt time ngn die,ilysm dear ;))
thn ptg td pun i spnt time with him,hehe :D
ske tgk die mkn cornetto,comel sgt!hee ;)
i just heard few songs from ashley tisdale's
new album,guilty pleasure.
gosh,my two fav's are 'its alright,its ok' & 'me without you'.
sgt2 best & both songs are
currently playing in my mind :)
go ashley!hehe :
so here's the lyric of 'me without u'.
superb meaningful to me.
do enjoy.
^_^

It's just you and me

And there's no one around

Feel like I'm hanging by a thread

It's a long way down

I've been trying to breathe

But I'm fighting for air

I'm at an all time low

With no place to go

But you're always there

When everything falls apart

And it seems like the world

Is crashing at my feet

You like me the best

When I'm a mess

When I'm my own worst enemy

You make me feel beautiful (beautiful)

When I have nothing left to prove

And I can't imagine

How I'd make it through

There's no me without you

No me without you,no no

You hear what I say

When I don't say a word

You are my rising sun

You're the place I run

You know how it hurts

When everything falls apart

And it seems like the world

Is crashing at my feet

You like me the best

When I'm a mess

When I'm my own worst enemy

You make me feel beautiful (beautiful)

When I have nothing left to prove

And I can't imagine

How I'd make it through

There's no me without you

No me without you

There's no me without you

No me without you

And when you say 'baby, it's gonna get better'

I believe you

And I wish that somehow I could see me

The way you do

With my imperfections

You think I'm perfect

When it's not easy

You make it worth it

When everything falls apart

And it seems like the world

Is crashing at my feet

You like me the best

When I'm a mess

When I'm my own worst enemy

You make me feel beautiful (beautiful)

When I have nothing left to prove

And I can't imagine

How I'd make it through

There's no me without you

No me without you,no no

No me without you (no me without you)

No me without you, no no(no me without you)

great person.

2009-07-26T21:35:00.005+08:00

well,as we're all informed by the news in tv,radio & etc,
the great film director,yasmin ahmad had passed away yesterday nite.
pemergian arwah merupakn satu kehilngn kpd industri seni malaysia,
she was a superb talented person &
i personally am a huge fan of her.
i love all the movies she directed.
mukhsin,sepet,gubra were awesome films &
the upcoming one is mualaf will surely be great ;)
all those cute & awesome commercials like iklan raye,
iklan airasia,ikln bdk2 kt skwl &
many more were also directd by yasmin.
it was all unique & simply wonderful ;)
btw,i read k.farah's blog just now &
found ths vid directed by yasmin ahmad.
fyi,the vid didnt just made k.farah cry.
i cried too aftr watching it,
it touched my feelings.wht a great vid :)

totally awesome.

2009-07-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah,tdy i felt superb great & overjoyed :)
ths is all because of my syg,shahir!
lov u so much dear ;))
tdy,went to pyrmd to watch ice age 3.
we arrived there & met ki & iqa at da bowlg alley.
from there,went to sushi king to accompany ki & iqa for lunch.
we sat,talk,laugh & thn
me & shahir went to watch our movie.
gosh,da movie was hillarious & i lov it :)
aftr da moive,had lunch at ths new place
called olive & sumthng,haha x ingt la ;D
but swear da food was great,
but sadly i skt prut thp mega tht cause me to loose my appatite.
siot tul perut i ni,huh~
thn we walked around,sat for a while thn went bck.
seriously syg,ur the only one who understands me.
tq 4 being a part of my life,im so grateful of it ;)
ok,so snce ysterday my 1 week mid sem break strted.
stkt ni no much plans yet on wht to do thse
upcoming days but i guess i'll do sumthng,
mybe finish my tutors,stdy sket & etc.hehe :)
but one thing for sure,
i want to spnt my times during cuti sem ni
with shahir!its a must ok.hee ;)
ilysm shahir,forever & always ;))

at sushi king,haha.tq ki ;)

tearful day.

2009-07-25T19:58:00.003+08:00

idk y idk how but its just not my day tdy,seriously ;/
in life,there's gonna be 1 day tht isnt just ur day,
u tend to feel dreadfully sad/miserable & all those bad feelings ;(
well sadly,tdy i felt all those thngs.idk la~
i feel let down,sad,miserable,
unhappy,deeply hurt & it made me cry a lot tdy.
whn i say a lot,i do really mean it.
my eyes dh bngkak like ape je ni but still i
just feel like crying more & more ;((
gosh,i really hate it to be in thse situation.it kills me ;(
tdy i didnt do anythng at all.
early morning tmn mama bli brg
thn aftr tht it all started.
i keep lying in bed,thinking all sorts of thngs thn
my tears will just ran out of no where.
i slept bnyk gak td as idk
wht to do lg,i even cried in my sleep.huh~
i really want to get over tdy & start a new day tmrw,
GOD plez help me :)

1 week.

2009-07-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

haha!
so happy :)
starting from tdy all uitm campus
tutp 1 week due to tht H1N1 thingy.
so,ths means tht shahir &
all my frenz will be here during my mid-sem break.hehe ;))
tdy kls i hbs awl bcz sume org dh smgt gler nk blk,
x de mood nk stdy.haha ;D
by 12,went bck to my room,pack2 brg thn tdo till ptg.
mama came & went bck home,fuh,agk penat!
thn,td shahir came to my house.
imysm syg ;))
i just love being with him,
seriously he makes me feel ths one of a kind nyr happiness.
i love u syg :)
so,i hve one whole week till 2 august to spnt with him,
hehe.ske gler oh ;))

kidney & urine.

2009-07-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

gosh,tdy ari hujn like gler je kot.
dr pg time lecture physics,
it was raining heavily.
sushkn i nk blk blik je oh ;(
so,had lunch kt cafe fakulti thn blk blik,
redah hujan ok.huh~
i tdo from 12tgh ari to 3pm,sumpah best tdo time hujn lbt!haha ;)
thn woke up & get ready for lab physics & bio.
& fyi,time tu still hujn lg ok,
renyai2.so had to redah lg,hbs jeans i ;/
tdy is my last physics & bio lab,
so aftr ths x de lab lg,
gler best bnyk mse free.haha :))
so,td time lab physics wt exprmt heat capacity tu,
thn bio plk wt psl urine.
gler best lab bio td,ske gler!
2 boys & 2 girls had to volunteer to
donate their urine as bhn uji kaji,hehe ;D
thn,time be4 msuk lab bio &
during lab bio we snap few pics,sje2.hehe ;)
gurls group ASPI(1) best!hee ;))

with miss hajar in bio lab :)

smile,smile :))
farhah,mke kte be2 comel la.hehe :)

dodi ngn kidney,haha :)

luat lab bio,me & my frenz :)

fever.

2009-07-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

gosh,yesterday setelah sekian lame(3 weeks ok)
i dpt jmpe my syg!
haha,gler eppy oh.
sumpah,words cant even describe how i feel yesterday.
shahir,i lov u so much ;))
oh,btw syg u look so smart & handsome.seriously!;)
so went to pyrmd,our usual place,hee ;D
tp sadly shahir x sht,
die demam so die cm x brmaye gtu la sume.
i sgt2 cian kt die ;(
in da cinema,he kept saying he was feeling so cold but
ble i pgg tgn & dahi die pns actually.
aftr da movie ate at mcd's thn went bck home.
i felt guilty cz ajk die kuar,
if i knew he wasnt ok i x ajk kuar but
then he insist on going out gak cz die nk jmpe i,syg die!
i knw u rela wt anythng for me syg,me too.
& tdy shahir went bck pg cz tumpang kwn die.
at first i was quite sad cz awl sgt die blk tp x pe la.
dh jmpe ysterday pun cukp la,
im so grateful of tht.
lgpun insyaallah he'll be bck lg ;))
so,i doakn u cepat smbuh dr fever u syg cz i
really2 dont like to see u skt.
ths is my first time seeing him in tht condition,
it kills me deep down inside to see my loved ones in pain.
so,take ur medicine & take care kt sne syg!
walaupun kte spent time kejap je ths time,it had made me happy &
im glad u came bck.really2 glad syg ;)
i'll always love u ;D

came back.

2009-07-18T13:28:00.004+08:00

omg,omg,omg!
im so loving ths weekend ;)
lots of my frenz are here &
plg penting,shahir is here!;)
yesterday,i was surprised by hilmi's return.
i x sngka die akn blk,ingt jmpe time rye je nnti.
sumpah weh i TERKEJUT GLER
tgk die kt luar rmh i last nite,haha ;D
gler rndu kt ko abg botak,hehe ;))
ptg ahd plk pot will be bck.
last nite,me & hilmi went to psr mlm &
kt ctu jmpe yana ngn fyna.
haha,x sngka jmpe diorg.
so,thn i lpk ngn hilmi kt mamak rmh.
fuh,gler best smbg2,lme oh dh x lpk cm tu.hehe ;D
& tdy im going to watch harry potter with shahir,
show kul 5.20ptg.
gler excited nk jmpe die cz i miss him so much ;(
i love u syg,
ur my everythng;))

test.

2009-07-11T14:00:00.002+08:00

gosh,gler tired.
lately ni,sgt2 bnyk kje yg prlu disiapkan.
tutorial,lab report & kne study bnyk oh ;(
classes kt uitm cm biase,ok & best!;)
ikutkn dh 2 buln gtu i kt uitm,
fyi,last week dak2 diploma & dgree msuk
so uitm shah alm dh jadi PACKED GLER OH.
serious,nk naik bus kne himpit2 gler cm tin sardin dh,
mkn pun sush kne tunggu lme sgt.
& i sllu pening cz tgk rmai sgt org,
memg dahsyat tul la.haha ;)
duit i makin lame mkn kurg.huhu,hampeh tul~
cpt2 la duit asasi tu msuk,i really need da money!;(
ths whole week,ade kuiz bio,test chem & test math.
gosh,im going nuts studying all these things,serious weh ;(
i ambk 4 subjects & from all of them i
x ske physics,chem quite hard jgk,math & bio i ske.hehe ;D
btw,nxt friday shahir is coming bck here.
sumpah i gler happy ok!
i miss my syg so much,
really2 cant wait to see him ;))
as for my frenz yg lain2,
hilmi-i dh tgk pic kt myspce u.omg2!gler la lain rupe u.haha ;))
pot-die ade exm nxt week so i wish u all da best eh gemok,hehe ;))
una-pun bz stdy gak,she'll be coming bck 10ogos,
really cant wait to see her,nk dgr cter psl bf bru die,hee :))
i miss all my frenz & my syg too..
^_^

snap ;)

2009-07-03T22:44:00.004+08:00

im home,as usual every week blk.haha ;)
home to me is like my heaven.

there's no place like home!hee ;D

well,msuk ths week dh 1 week la

shahir gi penang & my frenz sume gi U.

huhu,tpu la if ckp i x sdey tp im fine

& i can accept tht they're not here.

be4 ths,i ingt i akn gler or sdey nk mati if shahir

gi penang but alhamdulillah till today

our relationship is strong.

we txt everyday & call 2-3 hari skali.

i lov u syg ;)

oh yup,since i gi uitm 23 may ari tu i x

prnah upload any pics on my kolej sume rite

so here are some tht i snap during

my free times kt sne.haha ;)

do enjoy!ngee ;D

leaving.

2009-06-27T00:34:00.002+08:00

gosh,in few hours from now shahir will be leaving to penang.
seriously,i cant believe its happening!
huh,sumpah sdey gler ;(
im not going to see my syg lg,
it would be difficult la dh aftr ths nk jmpe.
die pun kate nk blk once-twice a month so like jrg jmpe la.
idm sgt psl distance btween us cz i trust him,
just tht im afraid im gonna miss him so much ;((
td he came to my house for da last time be4 leaving,
we sat outside & talked.
seeing u je td dh wt i happy gler,seriously i lov u syg;)
gosh how i'll miss all the momnts with him ;(
to raja mohammad shahir,
i wish u all da best kt uitm penang ;)
study elok2 kt sne,
u mean the world to me syg,
ur such a great guy & ur one in a million dear ;))
tke care & always remember
tht I love you,so much!
& to me,ths whole thing is the beginning of our relationship.
it isnt the end so i hope u gi penang dgn hati yg happy syg ;D

transformers 2.

2009-06-26T00:08:00.001+08:00

gosh,tdy i went to pyrmd to watch transformers 2.
shahir came & picked me up kt uitm,lov u syg ;)
da movie was at 5.20pm,
smpai sne ambk tckt thn jln2 kjp.
i bought a box for shahir to use kt uitm nnti,
jga elok2 eh dear ;D
ths is our last movie tghtr be4
shahir leave's to penang on saturday.huhu~
omg,omg,omg,
da movie was awesome!
sumpah gler best &
we lov it so so so much ;)
rse cm kne tgk skli lg oh,x puas.hehe.
seriously,TRANSFORMERS 2 memg best &
worth to be seen on da big screen ok.
rela je i tgk bnyk2 kali.haha ;))
to everyone out there,
i suggest u should go & watch da movie.
confirm 100% u'll be satisfied with it,
seriously ;)

last weekend

2009-06-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

gosh,ths week is my last weeknd with shahir.
huh,seriously x cye he's going nxt week!;(
well,tdy we spent time tghtr at mid valley.
mle2 gi hntr pot kt uia thn went to mid for lunch.
tq syg 4 da lunch!;)
mle2 gi pet wonderland,haha.best tgk animal free ;))
aftr tht had lunch,jln2 & went bck home.
i lov whenever im with him,
he makes me happy!syg die ;)
aftr ths,my upcoming weekends will be normal bck cm dlu,
whereby i'll either spent my time shopping or stay home & rileks.huhu~
im so gonna miss him ;((
but whteva pun,i hve to.
ala,its not tht we're breaking up or anything coz
i knw our relationship is strong.kn syg?;)
its just tht i will terribly miss him as be4
ths im used to having him around me here.
nvr mnd,to me ths is wht we call sacrifice whn ur in a relationship.
its painful but yet i have to jgk la.
ape2 pun,i had a great time with shahir ths week.
he nvr lets me down,
ilysm syg ;))

nvr mind.

2009-06-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

honestly,ble dh msuk U ni i really2 dislike da day friday &
my fav day is monday.
be4 ths in school it was contra of it.hehe ;))
reason i dslike frdy is becz
i hve tutors & lecture's from morning till 6pm.
pnt weh!;(
aftr few weeks in uitm,
i dh mle bnyk homwrk,assingmnts & kne stdy bnyk gler!;((
like ths week,i bwk blk bnyk gler keje oh.
idk where to begin pun.haha ;)
tp insyaallah i'll get it done la kn ;D
oh,btw.i just found out tht my roomate,
dalila is leaving ths upcoming monday.
die dpt jpa scholar stdy medic kt cyberjaya.
gler sdey die nk gi,i really2 click ngn die oh ;(
tp x pe,i wish her all da best &
we're still gonna be frenz although x knl lme.
so,lps ni tingal 3 je la kt my room.huhu~

quick.

2009-06-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

gosh,tnpa sdar i dh almost 1 month in uitm shah alam.haha :)
sumpah x rse ,time moves so quick i cant even feel the differences.huhu~
well,stkt ni life's in uitm is ok!
all lecture's class,tutor & lab is fine.
i can cope with it although its a bit express ;)
frenz & surrounding dh mle kenal sume la.
everyone's great & x smbong.
but sadly nxt week all my frenz & my
syg,shahir is going for their diploma courses.
omg,seriously x caye its nxt week,
i felt like lme lg je diorg akn gi ;(
im super sad as shahir is going to uitm penang
which is quite far from here,
looks like im not going to see him more often as now.
gosh,it hurts a lot!
words cant even describe how i feel ;((
but whteva pun,i wish & pray da very best luck to
all my frenz & shahir on their studies.
hope we'll still be frenz &
u guys wont ever forget me(especially to hilmi,ko jgn brni2 lpekn aku eh)!
i know i wont ;)
oh plus,una dh msuk mtrks pahang snce last monday &
she's doing great there.
she said she's only going to come bck in august,huh~
in da mean time,
i can say tht i hve nobody left with me here ;(
x pe la,org kate jauh di mata dekat di hati.
so syg,i knw we can make it.
i'll always trust u ;)
ilysm shahir,ur my everything ;D

lov it.

2009-06-14T16:28:00.003+08:00

gosh,it has been a while since my last entry.
been bz kt uitm sume la,haha ;)
i came bck home as usual on friday,mama picked me up.
tht nite me,una pot & hilmi hang out at da mmk nearby my house.
gler best lepak ;D
oh,btw una dpt matrikulasi kt pahang & she's leaving tmrow.
so like ths is it la,
aftr ths die akn gi.
so soon,serious x sngka ;(
thn,yesterday nite ade reunion sket ngn my frenz
cz una wants to hang out for da last time with all of us.
ada ain,yana,mokhdar,hilmi kdg,
hilmi slim,shafiq,pot,me & shahir ;))
serious imysm mokhdar,haha!
we all lepak at kfc & memg best.
i so miss being with my frenz,
lme dh x lepak2 cm tu ;(
as for tdy,early morning i had to go to uitm
to snap pic for my stdnt card.
i went with shahir,tq syg ;)
aftr tht we had breakfast at mcd's thn
went to pyrmd to watch DRAG ME TO HELL.
omg,i had nvr ever ever watch horror movie ok,gler la.
if it wasnt becz of shahir i would
nvr go & watch tht kind of movie.
but overall ok la,i survived watching da movie.haha ;D
thn we had lunch at kenny roger's,
fuh.kenyang gler oh ;)
thnks again to my syg for everythng
tht he had done for me tdy,
lov u.ur da best!
^_^